Valerie

You never cared about them if it doesn't hurt.

Yeah.

Exactly.

If it's that easy, then you didn't really care about them in the beginning.

Sometimes you just want to let it all out and say what you got to say, but you might be judged on what you say.

Yeah, but then you get judged for, I don't know, talking shit, I guess.

It is true.

Sometimes you just have to say it.

No, I just feel like as soon as you say that you're thinking about doing something or you want to do something, they are expecting it and they are going to pound you for it.

Like the cookbook.

And you're just busy.

Yeah.

And I even told her, I said, I don't think I'm strong enough to –

Talk about my childhood on a podcast.

Like, I don't know if I could mentally and physically do it without crying.

So I was like, I would like to make a small little book, be able to.

Tell my story to somebody else and they write it for me.

But I feel like maybe that's a goal I want to do, but here I am telling everybody right now what I think about doing.

Where's it at?

I have not even started.