Will Friedle

And walks out.

I'm so uncomfortable.

No, I was really, you know what, this is, this is the scene of the entire episode that I remember more than anything, because it's the only one I can really remember being super honest with myself.

Like Will mentioned the, the conversation you have with yourself when someone's just called you into an office and told you it's obvious you've gained weight.

And then you go, man, am I really, is it really that noticeable?

Is this really that big of a deal?

And then you go, yeah, I mean, I guess it is.

I did when I started the show at 20%.

I did weigh, you know, 94 pounds and now I'm 19 and I weigh, you know, 115 or whatever it is.

And so I have put on that weight and it is my responsibility.

And as an actor, my body is part of my instrument and I'm supposed to, and everyone, I look at everyone else and you do all that.

And then you also go, and it is, I'm sure being that I think it's a funny episode now, I'm sure there was a part of me that understood why parts of it were funny then too, right?

So I'm like, and it is funny.

So why am I taking it so personally?

This is the scene that bothered me the most.

And it's really because I remember thinking, I remember doing the wardrobe fitting for these jeans and they were a size either 26 or 27, which is a two or a four.

I'm pretty sure they were a four.

So they were either a number four or they were a 27, which is the equivalent of like a size four.

I knew no matter how I feel about my own body, because I was definitely like, I'm huge, I'm fat, I'm disgusting.

Yeah.