Will Young

This is what you... What you really, really want.

I know.

But you do, you know, this is everything.

Yeah, yeah.

So it definitely helps me, that's for sure.

Yeah, it does me too.

The big thing that I've noticed in difficult times or any time I always gravitated back to gardens, always gravitated back to gardening.

I do think it's important to say this because when I was agoraphobic, I got really ill and I just couldn't go outside.

And I remember talking to this guy.

So we all know, you know, of course, nature and it was all wonderful for you.

But he was going, you know, you just go outside and you feel the plants.

I remember shouting, it's quite fucking difficult when you're fucking agoraphobic.

Because you're getting very angry, Will.

It's like, well, it's easy for you to say.

Yeah, exactly.

I was like, touch the plants.

I was like, it's hard when you don't want to go outside.

But most of the time, you know, it can.

You know, it just hit me like I never really had any difficulties and it just hit me.

just hit me that was it um but i think you know if you've got a problem you sort it out um and and i changed yeah i changed the whole garden at the treatment center did you yeah put in a compost heap yeah dug a new bed yeah made a path yeah um and it was obviously a thing in me