Yvonne

And I think that's what hurts me more than the guys not choosing me.

It's more so that I did it again and I wasn't checking in with myself.

I don't, I don't want to become hardened.

I just want to become.

discerning again.

Cause I used to really, I think that's, what's just such the shock to me is because again, like most of college I had been in relationships up until that last semester of senior year.

And then I really leaned into the single life and it definitely hurt me more than it helped me.

And I definitely, I realized that I'm not for the hookup culture.

So if anything I learned from that, but again, it's more so like the disappointments

in myself of going back to these guys that have already shown me.

Okay.

I could do that.

I'll start.

I'll do that.

I think that's what's more disappointing is, like I said, how...

Even sometimes after hanging out with him, I was like, I don't really think I like him anymore.

But then it was still that, no, I want to see if he would actually commit this time.

Okay, well, thank you.

Okay, thank you.

I appreciate it.