Zach's Mom

I don't know what's going to happen at the end of the year. I'm gearing up for a very, very big life change.

I don't know what's going to happen at the end of the year. I'm gearing up for a very, very big life change.

I can't wait. I can't. I can't keep living with crazy.

I can't wait. I can't. I can't keep living with crazy.

I think there's part of me that is trying to ignore where he has gone. This project is making it a little harder to do that.

I think there's part of me that is trying to ignore where he has gone. This project is making it a little harder to do that.

He's very aware that that's... a distinct possibility, more aware than I realized by just what happened today when he gave me a belated anniversary gift. And he gave it to me today because he said, honestly, I wasn't sure what frame of mind you would be in and if you would be willing to even accept it. And he said that crying. He wrote in this card, you know, I love you. I love Zach. I love Kira.

He's very aware that that's... a distinct possibility, more aware than I realized by just what happened today when he gave me a belated anniversary gift. And he gave it to me today because he said, honestly, I wasn't sure what frame of mind you would be in and if you would be willing to even accept it. And he said that crying. He wrote in this card, you know, I love you. I love Zach. I love Kira.

I love you. You're the three most important people in my life. You know, and he said something, and I said, but you don't with Kira. You don't. I said, yes, you love her. You say you accept her, but you don't accept her. I don't see a way to sway him around that. And so what it means is that The family is irretrievably broken.

I love you. You're the three most important people in my life. You know, and he said something, and I said, but you don't with Kira. You don't. I said, yes, you love her. You say you accept her, but you don't accept her. I don't see a way to sway him around that. And so what it means is that The family is irretrievably broken.

You know, things were tipping, and that just... That just knocked it all over.

You know, things were tipping, and that just... That just knocked it all over.

I have tolerated for a long time. And I don't choose to tolerate it anymore.

I have tolerated for a long time. And I don't choose to tolerate it anymore.

It's my wishful thinking that he will realize if he steps back and looks at the whole picture that he's not grounded in any reality and that he'll have an awakening and And I will have a marriage and a family.

It's my wishful thinking that he will realize if he steps back and looks at the whole picture that he's not grounded in any reality and that he'll have an awakening and And I will have a marriage and a family.

It's getting pretty crazy, and I don't even know half of it. You know, we have two generators in the house. He's stockpiling weird food.

It's getting pretty crazy, and I don't even know half of it. You know, we have two generators in the house. He's stockpiling weird food.

When I came home from Chicago, there are now eight flats of water in the garage that he bought at Costco. And some kind of fancy water filter system that was a couple hundred dollars worth. And he moved some money without my permission.

When I came home from Chicago, there are now eight flats of water in the garage that he bought at Costco. And some kind of fancy water filter system that was a couple hundred dollars worth. And he moved some money without my permission.