Zerky

Because as you get what you want, you'll realize what you don't have.

And it's not in the other person, it's in yourself.

Whoa, I don't even know who I am.

Whoa, I haven't even done any of the hobbies or the things that I think are me.

Whoa, all these other things that I sacrificed in order to keep this relationship beating.

wait, no, no beating in relationships.

Okay.

One second, this relationship alive.

Um, it's gone, bro.

It's gone.

Like that's really, that's really hard.

It's so difficult.

Not to mention, like, if you start going, you know, and working your way back, now that you've taken this accountability, you can see where you started the fire, right?

And, you know, I forgive myself.

Like, I was a kid.

I don't really know any better.

And you should forgive the child version of yourself that maybe started this all.

But, like, you got to build that relationship now.

There's nothing you can do other than focus on that relationship that's going to take away or, like, make you mask the pain.

There's no sad Bart edit that you can watch that will make you realize, I'm just all... I'm no longer lonely.