Alchemy of the Dark Feminine
Episodes
When Fathers Compete With Their Daughters: Why It Makes Women Feel Unsafe in Their Feminine Energy
13 Mar 2026
Contributed by Lukas
Send a textThere’s a dynamic that almost no one talks about — when a father unconsciously competes with his daughter.Instead of protecting her sof...
If You've Been Listening... This is the Step
03 Feb 2026
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textThis podcast is for those who are deeply aware...and quietly exhausted from circling the same insights without real movement. Here, we ...
For People Who See the Truth But Don't Yet Feel Safe
01 Feb 2026
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textSeeing the truth of your family or personal dynamics is one thing—feeling safe enough to act on it is another. Many people can notice ...
62 Countries, 381 Cities, 1 Body.
23 Jan 2026
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textI want to pause and say thank you to everyone listening---from every corner of the world. Knowing this space is shared across 62 countri...
When Your Body Wants Comfort, Not Discipline
21 Jan 2026
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textWhat if cravings weren't a lack of discipline---but communication? In this episode, we explore how the body speaks through appetit...
If Healing is Bringing Up Nausea, Cravings, or Disconnection--This is Why
16 Jan 2026
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textHave you ever noticed that when you start healing — emotionally, spiritually, or through nervous system work — your body seems to re...
No Wonder You HATE Clowns 🤡---You Were Raised By Narcissists 🎭 HALLOWEEN SPECIAL EPISODE 🎃🕸️👻
29 Oct 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textIf clowns creep you out, you’re not alone — and it’s probably deeper than bad makeup and balloon animals.In this special Halloween...
I Had a Somatic Breakdown at my 9 to 5
21 Oct 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textI never thought healing would look like crying uncontrollably at my 9 to 5 job, wondering if I would ever feel normal again. But that mo...
Rest as a Spiritual Practice
09 Oct 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textWhat if resting and sleeping MORE would bring you MORE? Sometimes, we are called to pause in our lives and rest in the void between vers...
Breaking Free from Psychological Servitude in Narcissistic Abuse
24 Sep 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textHave you ever felt trapped in a relationship with your parent or significant other and knew the person isn't good for you? That&apo...
Boundaries Without the Guilt
09 Sep 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textIt's time to say NO to toxic ties: family, old platforms, and energy drains. NO is a full, valid, healthy sentence. If the other pe...
The Narcissistic Hijack of Spiritual Spaces (How Leo Season is Helping Me Reclaim My Radiance)
23 Jul 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textNot all narcissists scream—some wear white linen + call it healing. In this Leo season episode, I’m exposing spiritual narcissism, s...
Being Truly Seen: Why Your Raw Humanity is Your Greatest Magnetism
16 Jul 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textIn this episode, we dive deep into the tender art of being truly seen — not just in your healed, polished moments, but right in the mi...
Peeling Off the Armor to be Seen in Softness & Wealth
09 Jul 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textIn today’s episode, we dive deep into peeling off the energetic armor that keeps us small — the fear of being seen, of shining too b...
Why Cutting Energetic Cords Can Make You Feel Sicky: The Truth About Somatic Purging After Soul Severance
02 Jul 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textHave you ever felt sicky in your throat or sinuses after writing a cord cutting letter or ending an energetic contract with someone? In ...
Nervous System Healing for Soft Women After Emotional Abuse
25 Jun 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textThis episode is for the woman whose body still feels frozen, braced, or anxious… even though he’s gone.For the ones who were emotion...
Joy Was the Target: How Malignant Narcissistic Mothers Condition Us to Dim Our Light
18 Jun 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textIn this soul-activating episode, we unravel the hidden truth most never speak about:When you’re raised by a narcissistic mother, your ...
You are NOT Too Much---You Are Returning to Radiance
12 Jun 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textWelcome to Return to Radiance — a sanctuary for sensitive, powerful women rising beyond survival and reclaiming their softest strength...
The Dream That Showed Me How to Leave
05 Jun 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textIn this episode, I share a vivid dream that revealed a hidden exit from the energetic trap I've felt stuck in---a place where most ...
Crown Chakra Alchemy: EFT Healing & Hypnosis to Reclaim Divine Connection
21 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textIn this powerful episode, we journey into the luminous realm of the crown chakra—your portal to divine wisdom, spiritual clarity, and ...
Your Narcissistic Family is Making You Sick: The Hidden Link Between Emotional Abuse & Chronic Illness
14 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textStruggling with IBS, fatigue, anxiety, or chronic health issues that doctors can’t explain? Your narcissistic family might be the root...
Reclaiming the Mother Within: Healing, Lineage, and the Sacred Feminine
11 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textThis Mother’s Day, we go beyond surface celebration and into soul-level remembrance. In this sacred episode, I hold space for the grie...
The Cost of Freedom: Grieving, Surviving & Rebuilding After Going No Contact
07 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textIn this episode, I open up about what it’s really like navigating financial hardship without family support—after going no contact. ...
Narcissistic Abuse is Mind Control---And Here's How to Break Free
30 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textIf you’ve been feeling like something deep within you is ready to shift — like the version of you that’s been surviving, over givi...
Escaping the Patriarchal Cage: A Dream About Power, Control, and Freedom
23 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textIn this powerful episode, I take you inside a vivid dream that revealed deep ancestral patterns of control, silence, and escape. I share...
Dismantling the Pattern of Not Being Believed: Breaking the Ancestral Silence
16 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textFor generations, women have been silenced, dismissed, and told their truth was “too much,” “too emotional,” or simply not real. ...
The Journey to Soul Sovereignty: Healing Generational and Personal Wounds
09 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textIn this powerful episode, I dive deep into the concept of soul sovereignty and how to break free from limiting cycles and generational w...
Why Survivor's Guilt Happens After No Contact
02 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textIn this powerful episode, we explore the complex emotions tied to survivor's guilt after implementing a "no contact" rule...
From Survival to Financial Power: How I Built My Freedom on a Server's Salary
26 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textIn this empowering episode, I discuss the financial struggles of leaving your narcissistic abuser, shifting from survival to strategy, b...
Taking the Leap: Leaving Your Narcissistic Abuser and Thriving on Your Own
19 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textIn this powerful episode, I’ll talk about the life-changing decision to finally leave a narcissistic abuser and take that bold step in...
Navigating the Workplace with Narcissists: Strategies for Survival and Success
12 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textIn this episode, I'm diving into the difficult and often draining topic of navigating the workplace when dealing with narcissists. ...
Reactive Abuse Cycle: The Manipulation Tactic That Turns the Victim Into the Villian
06 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textThis episode will educate, validate, and empower listeners who have experienced reactive abuse---a tactic narcissists use to make their ...
*Trigger WARNING* This is Why You Are Getting Re-Triggered in the Bedroom
26 Feb 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textI found myself questioning why I kept getting re-triggered in the bedroom in my sex life. It turns out there is an answer to this proble...
Break Free From Narcissist's Control: Reclaiming Your Soul
19 Feb 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textHave you been or are you currently entangled in narcissistic relationships? Listen to this episode to experience the alchemical process ...
Love Yourself First: Unpacking Self-Love Through Relationship Reflections
03 Feb 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textThis episode delves into the profound connection between our relationships and our journey of self-love. We'll explore how past and...
Finding Light in the Darkness: My Journey Through Depression & Natural Transformation
26 Jan 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textJoin me as I share my personal journey through depression and how I found healing through my creative healing techniques. This episode e...
Unveiling the Veil: Rediscovering My Psychic Gifts After a Challenging Life
19 Jan 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textJoin me on a deeply personal journey of self-discovery. I'll share how I navigated through a challenging period in my life, and how...
My Magical, Creative Spin on Self Energy Healing 🪄
12 Jan 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textAre you curious about how it all began? Learn about the origins of my process and where it has lead me to today. Subscribe to me on Yout...
I Felt A Lady Having A Full On Stroke
29 Dec 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textGut Feelings and Stroke Survivors: A Lesson in Trusting MyselfEver doubted your intuition? In this episode, we dive deep into a personal...
Reclaiming Your Creative Spark: Healing from Narcissistic Mothering 🔥✨💫
01 Dec 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textAre you a creative soul whose light feels dimmed by the weight of past wounds? When your soul’s purpose is tied to inspiration, imagin...
Why I'm SO Grateful to Pay Rent
24 Nov 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textDo you currently hold the perspective that paying rent is a "waste" or "flushing your money down the toilet"?What if...
Exiting the Narcissistic Family System + Why it's Hard to Leave
01 Nov 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a text*TRIGGER WARNING*Did you grow up in a narcissistic family system as well? Did you endure financial, mental, psychological, emotional, an...
Hate is a POWERFUL Teacher!
05 Oct 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textWhat if I told you the emotion of Hate is actually a powerful teacher? This intense emotion reflects back to us our deepest fears, insec...
Who Am I and What the F*** Am I Doing??
28 Sep 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textHave you pondered these questions your whole life, ESPECIALLY at age 27 when your 1st Saturn Return begins? Did you grow up in a psychol...
Healing the Wound of Distrust
31 Dec 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textDo you remember in childhood feeling weird about trusting the adult figures around you? I know I did. For many of us, this wound carries...
*TRIGGER WARNING* Healing the Wound of Loss
24 Dec 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textHave you experienced alot of death, tragedy, and loss in your life? This can result in energetic wounding to the soul that directly affe...
Healing the Wound of Overwhelm
17 Dec 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textShifting out of this particular theme of consciousness is such a major relief. You are no longer perceiving life through this exhausting...
Healing the Wound of Judgement
11 Dec 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textDid you experience judgement in childhood? If so, this podcast is most definitely for you. Many of us have different levels of severity ...
*MINI SERIES* Healing the Wound of Rejection
06 Dec 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textThis mini series is designed to shift your consciousness to the next level. I highly recommend taking notes and listening to this episod...
*Trigger Warning* Higher Perspectives, Understanding the "Why?" Behind Energetic Wounds & Trauma
26 Nov 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textThis conversation is not for the weak. If this episode does not resonate with you, it is not for you at this time and that is okay, plea...
Shifting Through the Different Themes of Consciousness
20 Nov 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textIn this episode, Gracen dives deep into 3 different consciousnesses and their themes. She covers what its like experiencing the 3rd, 4th...
Scorpio Season, Shift to Your Next Level, Honoring Layers of Truth
13 Nov 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textIn this episode, Gracen discusses the current energy dynamics of Scorpio season, perception of truth, and shifting into your next highes...
Stand in Your Power Unapologetically
05 Nov 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textHave you been tested recently on standing in your power? Have you had one interaction after another with bullies and dusties? Gracen bri...
Healing Your Feminine Energy
01 Nov 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textThis episode is mainly geared towards women, however men can also learn a little bit on nurturing their own feminine energy from this as...
Throat Chakra Purging, Soul Contracts & Being Sick, Shifting Your Reality at a Cellular Level
08 Oct 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textAre you experiencing cold-like symptoms at the moment? Is it one of the worst, most uncomfortable times you have ever felt sick? In this...
Shedding Old Identity & Letting Go
01 Oct 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textAre you in the middle of an identity crisis right now? Does it feel like the rug has been pulled out from under you and chaos is all aro...
Battling Your Ego & Flowing with the Rhythm of Life
24 Sep 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textDo you feel like you are between a rock and a hard place right now? Are you being stubborn and not listening? Is anyone else going throu...
How Utilizing Our Free Will & Consent Affects Our Relationship to Money
17 Sep 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textDid you know you hold the power of free will? Have you ever consciously declined things from occurring in your reality? Have you always ...
Relationship Awakening, Egoical & Soulful Desires
10 Sep 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textIs anyone else completely redefining what love and relationships mean to them?? Do you have a healthy relationship with your emotions? C...
Being Apart of the Vegan Agenda Almost Killed Me
03 Sep 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textHave you ever tried experimenting with veganism? How did it affect your body long term? In this special episode, we get personal insight...
The Intimidation of Going Within
27 Aug 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textHave you dreaded going within? Does the thought of going within terrify you? Check out this episode as Gracen deep dives into what the e...
Exploring Divinity and Oneness
20 Aug 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textUnity consciousness is COMING. Are you ready to shift into the next level of consciousness? How do you connect to your own divinity? I l...
Program Your Water to Shift Into Highest Self Reality
13 Aug 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textDid you know that water holds memory? Did you also know that we can program the water we drink to our highest advantage? In this episode...
Introduction to the Downside of Awakening
30 Jul 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textIf you have been experiencing anxiety, depression, grief, resentment, and so much more, no worries you are NOT alone and you are NEVER a...
How I Began My Practice & Spiritual Business Tips
23 Jul 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textEnjoyed this episode? Rate it 5 stars or give us a review to say thank you. :) Interested in the Financial Wound Healing Course? Stay tu...
Connecting to my Spirit Guides for the 1st time!
16 Jul 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textHave you ever connected with your spirit guides? What was it like for you? Gracen Kahn gives us some insight on her personal encounter w...
The Experience that started it all...
09 Jul 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Send us a textHave you ever wondered what an out of body experience was like? Gracen Kahn tells us about a unique experience that changed the course o...