Can I Say Something?
Episodes
everything that went wrong on our trip to spain!
03 Nov 2025
Contributed by Lukas
the drought is over!!!!! your ciss cueens went on their FIRST international trip together and brought back so many stories. enjoy our giggles and some...
MODELING RUINED MY CONFIDENCE
21 Jul 2025
Contributed by Lukas
your ciss cueens discuss madeline's recent modeling fiasco, improv class, and what it means to cultivate true confidence. also, for the first time...
Q&A: motherhood, books, improv classes, & getting a PhD
07 Jul 2025
Contributed by Lukas
your ciss cueens are finally back after the long weekend with the q&a episode you've been asking for! this week, we talk about the vulnerable ...
are you performing queerness?
23 Jun 2025
Contributed by Lukas
happy pride, cissers!!!!!!!! 🏳️🌈 in this very special episode, your ciss cueens chat about hinge's new report on how lgbtqia+ daters ar...
bring back kink shaming
16 Jun 2025
Contributed by Lukas
your ciss cueens tell the story of the humiliation that ensued at their first cursed workout class together, unpack sabrina carpenter's controvers...
couples therapy: dreamers vs. doers, BPD, & toxic attachment styles
09 Jun 2025
Contributed by Lukas
this week your ciss cueens get suuuuper vulnerable and therapize themselves! they discuss attachment styles, madeline explains bpd, and maal has a rev...
worrying about being a good person is making you a bad person!
26 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
your ciss cueens return with a silly Q&A episode. this time, they discuss the irony of overthinking and how it can lead us astray. how obsessing o...
“i regret coming out” & other vulnerable thoughts
12 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
your ciss cueens talk about madeline's recent cancellation, the straight allegations, post big-event depression, & "everywhere i go, i br...
controversial opinions on solo traveling, jojo siwa & cheating
05 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
ciss cueens are here in a BONUS eppy (literally right after we said we were going bi-weekly, lol) to tell you one of madeline's funniest stories e...
the world's most asymmetrical face!?!?!?
27 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
your ciss cueens gab and giggle about struggling with keeping your individuality and creative passions alive while in a relationship, how weird couple...
what no one wants to admit about bikini bodies
14 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
your ciss cueens are back after a little spring break discussing maal's recent trip to mexico, body insecurities, & madeline's EMBARASSING date st...
how to know if you're in the right relationship, coming out to your friends, & other advice
24 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
the ciss cueens respond to your DMs about overwhelming feelings of hopelessness, recognizing subtle forms of emotional manipulation like negging in re...
how to avoid the biggest friendship mistakes
17 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
there are rules for dating, but friendship is both special and fragile precisely because no one tells you how to succeed at it. your ciss cueens break...
how to make friends as an adult!
10 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
your ciss cueens are back with the most requested episode of all time!!!please leave us 5 stars & follow us:podcast instagram: @cisspodpodcast you...
explaining & analyzing the best book ever: why fish don't exist (full breakdown)
03 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
CISSERS, WELCOME TO BFF BOOK CLUB. no reading required, but warning: you might end up wanting to read it anyway 📚✨the ciss cueens discuss maal...
"i never thought my best friend would ghost me..."
24 Feb 2025
Contributed by Lukas
the ciss cueens answer cisser cuestions, conundrums, crises, and catastrophes! long term situationships, being perceived in a way you dont see yoursel...
reviewing 5 books in 50 minutes
17 Feb 2025
Contributed by Lukas
your ciss cueens review the following 📚 my body by emily ratajkowski – a bestselling essay collection that dives into beauty, power, and what it...
which influencers deserve hate?
10 Feb 2025
Contributed by Lukas
an all-over-the-place episode about the boy causing problems in our life, the most hated influencers, jojo siwa ;D, madeline's reddit historypleas...
we watched Promising Young Woman so you don't have to
03 Feb 2025
Contributed by Lukas
TW: SA, trauma. spoilers galore! follow us on letterboxd! @madelineaford & @maalvika in this episode, we take a deep dive into Promising Young Wom...
what we hate about each other
27 Jan 2025
Contributed by Lukas
your ciss cueens have a cosmo in hand & dish on what it's been like living together & being around each other 24/7 please like, comment,...
WE WATCHED 7 MOVIES IN 7 DAYS
20 Jan 2025
Contributed by Lukas
follow us on letterboxd! @madelineaford & @maalvika wicked (music and lyrics by stephen schwartz, book by winnie holzman, dir. by jon m. chu): th...
we watched The Substance so you don't have to
13 Jan 2025
Contributed by Lukas
disclaimer: this video is FULL OF SPOILERS. also, madeline’s audio is weak at the start but WE PROMISE IT GETS BETTER. the substance is a 2024 body...
our wildest childhood stories
06 Jan 2025
Contributed by Lukas
your ciss cueens are BACK for 2025! this time, discussing weird field trips, sneaking out, crushes, and childhood friendship breakups. one of our fav...
"how i overcame bipolar 2 and severe depression"
24 Dec 2024
Contributed by Lukas
tw: mental illness in this deeply personal video, madeline opens up about her mental health journey, sharing her struggles and moments of darkness wi...
99% vanilla, being "queer enough" & the male ego (q+a episode)
16 Dec 2024
Contributed by Lukas
the ciss cueens answer your questions on identity, breakups, and dating challenges. tangents include vanilla-shaming and bad ex stories! please leave...
"my first time with a woman" (storytime)
09 Dec 2024
Contributed by Lukas
madeline recounts her first time with a woman -- from a dm & to a plane ride 🤣 please leave us 5 stars & follow us: podcast instagram: @cis...
taylor swift & queerbaiting: the truth? (a debate)
02 Dec 2024
Contributed by Lukas
hello cissers! here we have part TWO of your ciss cueens (a gaylor & a hetlor) diving into the internet’s Gaylor theories, kaylor vs. swiftgron,...
gaylor is a cult… here's how i escaped
26 Nov 2024
Contributed by Lukas
your ciss cueens (a gaylor & a hetlor) take a deep dive into the internet’s Gaylor theories, unpack lyrical analyses, discuss queer projection, ...
i was publicly HUMILIATED (storytime)
18 Nov 2024
Contributed by Lukas
your ciss cueens dive into maalvika's musical trauma, talk hangxiety, dry heaving at your crushes house, one direction boyfriends, and daddy huberman....
...and they were roommates! (q+a episode)
04 Nov 2024
Contributed by Lukas
the ciss cueens answer your dm's and questions! from deciphering whether your feelings are romantic or just a platonic crush, to reflections on aging,...
i was a teenage model… and it was a nightmare
28 Oct 2024
Contributed by Lukas
madeline recounts how she got signed, shares juicy details from her teen modeling days, and pulls back the curtain on the gritty side of glitz and gla...
listen to this if you're afraid to be seen trying
21 Oct 2024
Contributed by Lukas
your ciss cueens discuss their recent fight, why sibling order matters, and discuss the terrifying but empowering process of pushing past fear to brin...
am i pretty enough to be in your life?
14 Oct 2024
Contributed by Lukas
your ciss cueens dissect a weird text madeline received at 2am, talk gender roles in gay dating, and maalvika shares a deep insecurity. as always, lea...
Charlotte York is a closet case, pink eye, the best head, & toots
07 Oct 2024
Contributed by Lukas
your ciss cueens haven't laughed this hard in a LONG time. they sit down with a glass of wine to give you some sex and the city hot takes, madeline re...
our experiences with jealousy
30 Sep 2024
Contributed by Lukas
your ciss cueens divulge their ugly feelings on shame, jealousy, online comparison, and parasocial relationships with your partners ex. plus the song ...
the truth about a 12 year age gap
23 Sep 2024
Contributed by Lukas
madeline gets vulnerable and recounts her most traumatizing relationship with an older man. follow us: podcast instagram: @cisspod podcast youtu...
i dated 9 girls in july (storytime)
16 Sep 2024
Contributed by Lukas
part 2 of madeline’s summer of s*x and partying!!! the ciss cueens talk about the first time madeline got ghosted, revisit a drunk post-date voice m...
madeline's summer of s*x and partying!!!
09 Sep 2024
Contributed by Lukas
YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS!!! your ciss cueens recap MSoS&P. they cover stories from every date and every girl. now the question remains... who'...
B!TCHES LOVE NUANCE
02 Sep 2024
Contributed by Lukas
the ciss cueens are laughinggg in the ciss castle today!!! they talk dress codes, code switching, girl math, and deepfakes. follow us: podcast inst...
how to know yourself
26 Aug 2024
Contributed by Lukas
we talk rejection, values, and our big plans for the ciss castle (see also: ciss cingdom). disclaimer: we realized after filming that our mics weren’...
our love story!?!?
22 Aug 2024
Contributed by Lukas
the girls recount how they met, talk pod ideas that almost made the cut, evolving attitudes towards men, and the doom and gloom of summer situationshi...