Forgive Me For I Have Followed
Episodes
BONUS: The Raids at Shekinah
29 Jul 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this special bonus episode, Jessica and Kailea respond to the recent federal raids at Shekinah Church. They unpack what these developments could po...
"The Team"
15 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Jess and Kailea are joined by producers Leo, Aaron, and Sophie for a behind-the-scenes look at the making of the podcast and its exploration of the on...
“Melanie Lee Part. 2”
08 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this second episode with Melanie Lee, Jess joins Kailea in their sit-down with the key figure from Dancing for the Devil: The 7M TikTok Cult docume...
“Melanie Lee Part. 1”
01 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this powerful episode, Jess and Kailea sit down with Melanie Lee, a key figure from Dancing for the Devil: The 7M TikTok Cult documentary, to dive ...
“Priscylla Part 2”
24 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Jess and Kailea continue their conversation with Priscylla Leigh as she reflects on her tumultuous journey through Shekinah Church and what ultimately...
“Priscylla Part 1”
17 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Jess and Kailea sit down with Priscylla Leigh to discuss her tumultuous journey through Shekinah Church, which promised salvation but ultimately led t...
“Modern Mystery School”
03 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Kailea guides Jessica through the intriguing world of the Modern Mystery School, founded by Gudni Gudnason, a descendant of the Norse god Thor?! As th...
“Angela & Lacy”
27 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this powerful episode, Jess & Kailea sit down with past guest Angela (Former wife of Shekinah Church and 7m Films Member James B-Dash Derrick) ...
“Shen Yun”
20 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode, Jess and Kailea explore the world of Shen Yun, the globally touring performing arts company, and its controversial ties to the Falun ...
“The Zizians”
13 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this week's episode, Jess & Kailea dive into the chilling world of the Zizians, a group with extreme beliefs that have led to tragic real-world...
“Language of a Leader”
06 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode of Forgive Me For I Have Followed, Jessica & Kailea dive into the powerful role language plays in cults and high-control groups. T...
”Coaching or Culty?”
27 Feb 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode, Jess and Kailea examine the balance between trust and ethical boundaries in creative education, focusing on acting coaches. They dive...
Actress Self-Help Guru… Red Flag?
20 Feb 2025
Contributed by Lukas
What’s the difference between a high-control group and a cult? In this episode, we break down the key distinctions and explore how certain group...
BONUS: Bob & Fro Check-in & Updates
13 Feb 2025
Contributed by Lukas
The ladies bring a couple updates to the table and Kailea shares what life's been like outside of the church in this bonus episode. Forgive Me For I H...
”Reflections on Shekinah”
06 Feb 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this special episode of Forgive Me for I Have Followed, Jessica and Kailea reflect on their journey throughout the series, revisiting the guests an...
“Migdalia”
30 Jan 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode, Migdalia Raino opens up about the heartbreaking journey of her son Nick’s involvement with Shekinah Church and 7M Films, detail...
“Chez aka TIGHTEYEX”
23 Jan 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode, Jessica and Kailea dive deep into the recent controversies surrounding Krump dancer Chez “TIGHTEYEX” Wills. From the crea...
“Katie & The Haleys”
19 Dec 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode, we sit down with the Haleys, creators of Stop Culting and Exposing 7M, and Katie Joy, creator of Without a Crystal Ball, to exp...
"Sarah"
12 Dec 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode, investigative journalist Sarah Berman (Author of Don’t Call It a Cult: The Shocking Story of Keith Raniere and the Women o...
“Andrew”
05 Dec 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode, we’re joined by Andrew, a former member of Shekinah for over six years in the early 2000s. He shares his journey into the world of ...
“Kevin Part 2”
28 Nov 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In the conclusion to our conversation,, we dive deeper into Kevin “Konkrete” Davis’s challenges with Shekinah Church and 7M Films. He reveals...
“Kevin Part 1”
21 Nov 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In Part 1 of this two-part conversation, we catch up with Kevin "Konkrete" Davis to learn about his journey since leaving Shekinah Church and 7M Films...
"Derek"
14 Nov 2024
Contributed by Lukas
The director of the documentary series joins the show to discuss his experience in bringing the story of Shekinah Church and 7M to life. He explains w...
"Amanda"
07 Nov 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode, former Shekinah Church member Amanda shares her personal journey, beginning with her current emotional state and the reasons for fina...
"Dr. Gideon"
31 Oct 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode, we chat with Dr. Quincee Gideon, a psychologist and therapist, about the factors that attract individuals to controlled communities a...
“Melanie W. Part 2”
24 Oct 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this conclusion to our two-part interview, we continue our conversation with Melanie Wilking, a dancer and content creator featured in the Dancing ...
"Melanie W. Part 1"
17 Oct 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this exclusive two-part interview, we speak with Melanie Wilking, a dancer and content creator featured in the documentary series Dancing for the D...
"Angela"
10 Oct 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode, we chat with Angela Derrick, former wife of 7M dancer James “B-Dash” Derrick. Angela recounts their initial pairing and eventual ...
Dancing For The Devil
04 Oct 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode of the Netflix podcast, You Can't Make This Up, host Rebecca Lavoie interviews Dancing With The Devil director Derek Doneen and exec...
“Leah”
03 Oct 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode, Leah provides a unique perspective on the humble beginnings of Shekinah Church and reveals the profound impact it had on her family. ...
"Aubrey"
26 Sep 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Aubrey shares his experiences with Shekinah Church and his role in creating content for 7M Films. He reflects on some of the most poignant and unusual...
“Marilyn”
19 Sep 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode, we examine the theme of “Dying to Yourself” and the extreme measures for spiritual connection promoted by Shekinah Church. Former...
“Kailea”
12 Sep 2024
Contributed by Lukas
The new podcast Forgive Me For I Have Followed builds on Netflix’s Dancing for the Devil, delving into the personal stories of those affected by Rob...
Introducing: Forgive Me For I Have Followed
10 Sep 2024
Contributed by Lukas
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