HungerFF Presents: Brolapse
Episodes
Episode 85: Chris Wydeman, Part 2 — Brotherhood, Boundaries, and the Evolution of the Scene
02 May 2026
Contributed by Lukas
art two picks up right where we left off with Chris Wydeman — and this time, we go deeper, looser, and way more unfiltered.Ryan and Chris dive into ...
Episode 84: Chris Wydeman (Part 1) — From Self-Discovery to Spiritual Connection
25 Apr 2026
Contributed by Lukas
Episode 84 of HungerFF Presents: Brolapse is here—and this one goes all the way back to the beginning.In Part 1 of this two-part conversation, Ryan ...
Episode 83: FFalconPunch — Origins, Identity, and Finding Your Place (Part 1)
18 Apr 2026
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, I sit down with one of my longest-time friends, FFalconPunch, for a conversation that goes way beyond where it all started.We g...
Episode 82: Max Muscles — From First Time to Full Send: Muscle, Mindset & Going Deeper
11 Apr 2026
Contributed by Lukas
Max Muscles joins Brolapse for an honest, funny, and surprisingly thoughtful conversation about how curiosity turns into confidence—and how pushing ...
Episode 81: Chi Chi LaRue: 40 Years in Porn, Back on Set & Still Defining the Industry
04 Apr 2026
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with a true icon — Chi Chi LaRue — for a conversation that spans four decades of gay porn history, cre...
Episode 80:COVID to Confidence: PeteLDNFF on Growth, Grit & Letting Go
28 Mar 2026
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with UK creator PeteLDNFF for a conversation that goes way deeper than you’d expect.What starts as a sto...
Episode 79: Inside the Fist Council: Community, Safety & the Future of Fisting
21 Mar 2026
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with Sofftpaw for a conversation that goes far beyond a typical guest interview.Sofftpaw is the founder of...
Episode 78: Gaping Femboy Energy: Pup Davey on Fisting, Puppy Play, Gender Fluidity & Kink Culture
14 Mar 2026
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode of Brolapse, Ryan James (HungerFF) sits down with Belgian creator Pup Davey for one of the most wide-ranging and honest conversations ...
Episode 77: From Addiction Counselor to Fisting Top: Grayson Howell on Confidence, Kink, and Chicago’s Scene
07 Mar 2026
Contributed by Lukas
In Episode 77 of Brolapse, Ryan James (HungerFF) sits down with Chicago-based creator Grayson Howell to talk about the unexpected path that led him in...
Episode 76: Josh Mikael — Truth, Trauma, and Why Not Everyone Deserves Your Story
28 Feb 2026
Contributed by Lukas
In this raw and deeply personal episode of Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with one of his closest friends and former roommate, Josh Mikael, for a conv...
Episode 75: From First Fist to Full Confidence: Ian Greene on Growth, Boundaries & Trusting Your Body
21 Feb 2026
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with Ian Greene for a long-overdue conversation that spans years of crossing paths, shared experiences, and ...
Episode 74: John Thomas — Fantasy, Responsibility, and the Reality Behind the Scene (Video Exclusive)
14 Feb 2026
Contributed by Lukas
In Episode 74 of Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with John Thomas for a conversation that goes far beyond the surface of porn.John opens up about h...
Episode 73: Wyld Ryder: Becoming the Pig You Are
07 Feb 2026
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode of Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with Chicago-based creator Wyld Ryder for a candid conversation about confidence, kink, and the slow...
Episode 72: HungerFF Sound Initiative (Part Two)
01 Feb 2026
Contributed by Lukas
Episode 72 completes the two-part HungerFF Sound Initiative.Following last week’s introduction, Part Two leans fully into execution, featuring four ...
Episode 71: HungerFF Sound Initiative (Part One)
31 Jan 2026
Contributed by Lukas
In Episode 71, HungerFF steps away from traditional interviews and introduces a new music-driven project that blends kink, humor, masculinity, and AI-...
Episode 70: Rocco Steele on Letting Go, Living Truth, and the Chapter After “Rocco”
17 Jan 2026
Contributed by Lukas
Some episodes are fun. Some are loud. And then there are the rare ones that feel like a real conversation you’re lucky to witness.In Episode 70, Roc...
Episode 69: No Safe Words — A First Listen to Deeper
10 Jan 2026
Contributed by Lukas
For Episode 69 of Brolapse, Ryan James does something different.Instead of a guest, this episode offers a first listen to Deeper—his forthcoming mem...
Episode 68: Intimacy Over Performance — A Fisting Top’s Perspective (feat. Brogan)
03 Jan 2026
Contributed by Lukas
In Episode 68 of Brolapse, Ryan sits down with Brogan for a rare and deeply thoughtful conversation from the perspective of a fisting top—a voice we...
Episode 67: Brolapse Holiday Special: Boxing Day Role Reversal (Hosted by Dolan Wolf)
27 Dec 2025
Contributed by Lukas
It’s the very first Brolapse Holiday Special 🎁 — and we’re flipping the script.Inspired by the UK tradition of Boxing Day (a day rooted in ro...
Episode 66: Alex FFire on Fisting, Identity, and Safer Sex
20 Dec 2025
Contributed by Lukas
HungerFF reconnects with Alex FFire, a professional fisting top and content creator, for a candid catch-up that covers how Alex first got into fisting...
Episode 65: I Accidentally Created The Masked Fister!
13 Dec 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Ryan James is in Fort Lauderdale, bringing in a guest from Mexico City for a Brolapse episode that turns into a full-on “wait… WHAT?” moment.Mas...
Episode 64: Andrew FFoenixxx: Sobriety, Community, and the Real Face of Fisting Culture
06 Dec 2025
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with Andrew Phoenix (@AndrewFFoeniXXX) for a raw, funny, and deeply honest conversation about finding himsel...
Episode 63: Fisting Is Not Sex? BottomGuyNYC on Sport, Open Love & Flagging at Work
29 Nov 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode of Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with BottomGuyNYC—NYC bar manager, shameless fister, and proud red-hanky flagger—to talk about why...
Episode 62: Jake Rockard: Work, Chems, Fisting, and the Manchester Underground
22 Nov 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Manchester’s own Jake Rockard joins Brolapse for a raw and revealing conversation about fisting, chems, workaholism, and the underground networks th...
Episode 61: Ridick: Born Ready – Fisting, Fame & the Wow Effect
15 Nov 2025
Contributed by Lukas
For episode 61 of Brolapse, Ryan sits down with solo-named stunner Ridick (one D, like the Vin Diesel character) to trace how a shy model with a pushy...
Episode 60: Blue Bailey — “The Law, The Load, and The Legacy”
08 Nov 2025
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, I sit down with one of my favorite people in the entire industry — performer, lawyer, and author Blue Bailey (@bluebaileysf) ...
Episode 59: Pup Hulky "Just Butt & Muscle"
01 Nov 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Vienna’s own PUP-HULKY sits down with Ryan James (HungerFF) for a candid, funny, and unexpectedly tender conversation about kink, discipline, and id...
Episode 58: The Pulmonary Embolism & Air France Incident
26 Oct 2025
Contributed by Lukas
After an unforgettable 37th birthday trip to Paris, HungerFF returns with a raw and personal storytime unlike any other. From an airport nightmare wit...
Episode 57: Blue Eyes XXL: Nasty, Sweet, and Unfiltered — The Art of Authentic Pleasure
18 Oct 2025
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with Italian creator Blue Eyes XXL for one of the most honest and vulnerable conversations of the season. ...
Episode 56: HorsePapo: Macho Energy, Open Holes, and the Art of Fisting
11 Oct 2025
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with the rising powerhouse of MachoFuckers — HorsePapo. From his explosive growth online to his evolution ...
Episode 55: Silver Steele: Kindness, Kinks, and Community
04 Oct 2025
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, I’m joined by the one and only Silver Steele — performer, activist, and all-around legend. From Houston’s Space City Fist...
Episode 54: Wrapped Up & Wide Open: RubberKai on Latex, Fisting, and Living the Kink
27 Sep 2025
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, we’re slipping into something slick with one of the most respected rubber pigs in the game—@RubberKai. From his early days ...
Episode 53: Training, Trust, and Transgression: Dolan Wolf Speaks
20 Sep 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Season 2 of Brolapse opens with a legend. Dolan Wolf talks about coming to gay sex later in life, discovering fisting, and why kink for him is a mind ...
Episode 52: Lights, Camera, Dungeon: Inside Falcon Fetish with Jasun Mark
13 Sep 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Brolapse turns 1 year old this week, and I couldn’t think of a better guest to celebrate with than Jasun Mark — the director behind Falcon’s Fet...
Episode 51: AMA Part 1: Recovery, Grief, and Gratitude After Surgery
06 Sep 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In Episode 51 of Brolapse, I’m back with my sixth Ask Me Anything—this time focused on life after my colon perforation surgery. From depth vs. wid...
Episode 50: Demystifying Gay Porn with I Que Grande
30 Aug 2025
Contributed by Lukas
For the 50th episode of Brolapse, Ryan James (@HungerFF) welcomes award-winning director and producer I Que Grande (@I_Que_Grande)—best known for hi...
Episode 49: Dominic Ford on Building JustFor.Fans, Fighting Censorship, and Creating a Home for Kink
23 Aug 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this raw and deeply revealing episode, HungerFF sits down with Dominic Ford (@DominicFord), founder of JustFor.Fans (@JustForFansSite), for an unfi...
Episode 48: Life, Lust, and Letting Go: A Raw Catch-Up with Jazmatazz
16 Aug 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this candid, unfiltered reunion, HungerFF and Jazmatazz ditch the script for an honest conversation about life, pleasure, and personal growth. From...
Episode 47: From Storytime to Stardom: FitnessPapi on Fame, Fetish, and Fisting
09 Aug 2025
Contributed by Lukas
From fisting rookie to one of the most recognized names in fetish porn, FitnessPapi has built a career on raw authenticity, unapologetic sexuality, an...
Episode 46: Hole Mommy Knows Best with Lena Vesper
02 Aug 2025
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, I’m joined by the electrifying Lena Vesper—a trans cam queen, fetish performer, and self-described “hole mommy” who’s...
Episode 45: When the Lights Go Out: Brian Bonds on Burnout, Sobriety, and Survival
26 Jul 2025
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, I sit down with one of the realest, rawest, and most resilient legends in the industry—Brian Bonds. From his early days getti...
Episode 44: VersAssPunk on Body, Identity, and Letting Go
19 Jul 2025
Contributed by Lukas
What turns you on when the taboo becomes your truth?In this unflinching and deeply personal episode, HungerFF welcomes VersAssPunk, a prolapse-loving ...
Episode 43: The Numbers Game with Apollo Fates
12 Jul 2025
Contributed by Lukas
“You start second-guessing everything—your looks, your choices, your value… all because of a number.”In this unfiltered episode of Brolapse, I...
Episode 42: Training Day with FFireBoy
05 Jul 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this week’s episode of Brolapse, I sit down with New York-based fisting trainer and content creator FFireBoy for an unfiltered conversation about...
Episode 41: “My Hole Didn’t Kill Me”
28 Jun 2025
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, I open up like never before—emotionally and medically. As I head into my colon reconnection surgery, I’m reflecting on ever...
Episode 40: Lesbro Logic: Holes, Consent & Frail Masculinity with Pink National Treasure
21 Jun 2025
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, Ryan James (aka HungerFF) sits down with the unapologetically masked mischief-maker himself: Pink National Treasure.From surviv...
Episode 39: Pervert Media "I Know Why You're Here"
14 Jun 2025
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, we get deep and dirty with Sir Joshua — the mastermind behind Pervert Media’s throat-destroying, boundary-blurring, beautif...
Episode 38: Ian Sterling: Not Chasing Fame, Just the Nut
07 Jun 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Ian Sterling never set out to be a star—he just wanted to make hot shit that people would jack off to. In this raw and reflective episode, Ian opens...
Episode 37: Kinkoer "You Created A Monster"
31 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
French rising star @kinkoer opens up about the first time he took a fist, the porn that inspired him, and how a long-held fantasy became a full-blown ...
Episode 36: Big Boy Energy – Tyler Blake on Fame, Fisting, and the Future of Fetish
24 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In one of the most playful and honest episodes yet, HungerFF sits down with rising star Tyler Blake (@tylerxblakex) for a raunchy, real, and ridiculou...
Episode 35: The Rose Garden: Angel Díaz on Prolapse, Power Versing & Personal Boundaries
17 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this week’s episode of Brolapse, HungerFF is joined by UK-based content creator and self-proclaimed “Ultimate Power Vers” Angel Díaz, whose ...
Episode 34: Switch Happens: That Switch Unleashed
10 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, I’m joined by the one and only @That_Switch, the Buenos Aires-based fisting sensation who turned a passion for toy play into ...
Episode 33: Alpha Bottom Energy: F1LTHP1GS Rebrands, Relaxes, and Gets Real
03 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, I finally sit down with the filthy legend himself: @F1LTHP1GS. Formerly one half of RUBBERP1GS, he’s back with a solo missio...
Episode 32: On the Rocks with Rock Biggs — Anxiety, Autism & the Himbo Fist Pig
26 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, I sit down with the stunning and soft-spoken Rock Biggs—fist pig, bodybuilder, and unexpected mental health icon. We finally ...
Episode 31: “Doctor, Is My Hole Okay?” featuring Dr. Elie Schochet (Video Exclusive)
19 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
This one’s personal — and DEEP.I’m joined by my actual colorectal surgeon, Dr. Elie Schochet — the man who saved my life after a full-on colon...
Episode 31: “Doctor, Is My Hole Okay?” featuring Dr. Elie Schochet
19 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
This one’s personal — and DEEP.I’m joined by my actual colorectal surgeon, Dr. Elie Schochet — the man who saved my life after a full-on colon...
Episode 30: Two Holes, One Truth: Surviving Perforation w/ @Barcelona_FFun
12 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
After surviving colon perforations just months apart, HungerFF and special guest @Barcelona_FFun (aka Saul) reunite for a raw, emotional, and deeply h...
Episode 29: The Day My Hole Almost Killed Me
05 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this deeply personal and emotional episode of Brolapse, I open up about the traumatic medical emergency that changed my life: a colon perforation t...
Episode 28: The Instigator: Inside the Hole with RyanPupXXX
29 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
🎙️ This week on Brolapse, I’m joined by the sweet, slutty, and savage RyanPupXXX—fresh off a trip to Fort Lauderdale where he painted my apar...
Episode 27: The HungerFF Prolapse Dildo: Behind the Scenes with Mr. Hankey’s Toys
22 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this special episode of Brolapse, I'm sitting down with Mike, aka Mr. Hankey, the mastermind behind Mr. Hankey’s Toys, to discuss one of the ...
Episode 26: The Lift, The Legend, The Queen: Wrecked It Ralph aka Alotta McGriddles
15 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
This week on Brolapse, I’m joined by my good friend and legendary fister Wrecked It Ralph, also known as his drag alter ego Alotta McGriddles. We di...
Episode 25: Fist Theory Part 2
08 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this second half of my interview with Finn Vortex, owner of FistTheory.com and moderator of multiple fisting-focused Facebook groups, we dive even ...
Episode 24: Fist Theory Part 1
01 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this eye-opening episode of Brolapse, I sit down with Finn Vortex, a fisting educator, moderator of multiple fisting Facebook groups, and the creat...
Episode 23: Viral Videos
22 Feb 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this special episode of Brolapse, I take a wild, no-holds-barred trip down memory lane to revisit some of the most viral moments of my career. From...
Episode 22: Behind the Scenes with Eva Salyer
15 Feb 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode of Brolapse, I sit down with Eva Salyer—graphic designer, artist, and a key part of the HungerFF.com team. Eva has been shaping the ...
Episode 21: Fisting Pet Peeves Volume 3
08 Feb 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Ever been ghosted by a hookup after waiting hours with high expectations? Yeah, same. In this episode of Brolapse, I’m channeling that frustration i...
Episode 20: Fisting Pet Peeves Volume 2
01 Feb 2025
Contributed by Lukas
What’s worse than a bad fisting session? A bad fisting session with zero communication, dry-ass hands, and a top who thinks depth charging is the on...
Episode 19: Fisting Poetry
25 Jan 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this unique episode of Brolapse, HungerFF takes listeners on a poetic journey into the world of fisting. Inspired by his chaotic yet structured app...
Episode 18: Such FFun
18 Jan 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode of Brolapse, host HungerFF sits down with BigButtGeek and Jazzmatazz, the hosts of the fisting podcast Such FFun, to discuss the origi...
Episode 17: Sport Fisting
11 Jan 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode, HungerFF explores the concept of fisting as a sport, discussing its physicality, the community surrounding it, and the unique sensati...
Episode 16: CagedJock
04 Jan 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode of Brolapse, host HungerFF engages in a candid conversation with CagedJock, exploring their shared experiences in the adult industry, ...
Episode 15: Argendana
28 Dec 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode of Brolapse, host HungerFF engages in a candid conversation with Argendana, or simply Dana, a prominent figure in the adult entertainm...
Episode 14: BigButtGeek
21 Dec 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode of Brolapse, host HungerFF welcomes BigButtGeek, a talented artist and podcaster, to discuss his artistic journey, the evolution of hi...
Episode 13: Fisting Pet Peeves Volume 1
14 Dec 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode of Brolapse, the host discusses various pet peeves related to fisting, including communication issues, hygiene concerns, and the impor...
Episode 12: Hole Sweet Home
07 Dec 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode of Brolapse, the host takes viewers on a detailed tour of their uniquely decorated home, showcasing various personal touches, collecti...
Episode 11: Hookup Horror Stories Volume 2
30 Nov 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode of Brolapse, the host shares a series of humorous and outrageous hookup stories, including a memorable misadventure in Montreal where ...
Episode 10: Hookup Horror Stories Volume 1
23 Nov 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode, HungerFF shares personal challenges and a series of outrageous hookup horror stories, blending humor with life lessons learned from u...
Episode 9: Ask Me Anything Volume 5
16 Nov 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode of Brolapse, the host engages in an AMA session, sharing personal stories and insights about hookup experiences, recovery tips, and th...
Episode 8: Emmett Frost
09 Nov 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this engaging episode of Brolapse, host HungerFF reconnects with Emmett Frost, exploring their shared experiences in the adult industry, particular...
Episode 7: Ask Me Anything Volume 4
02 Nov 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode of Brolapse, the host engages in an AMA format, answering questions about personal experiences with prolapse, growth during isolation,...
Episode 6: Dildos In The Dishwasher with The Rhino
26 Oct 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode of Brolapse, host HungerFF reunites with his former roommate Rhino to reflect on their time living together. They discuss the ups and ...
Episode 5: Ask Me Anything Volume 3
19 Oct 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode of Brolapse, HungerFF discusses various topics related to fisting and prolapse, sharing personal experiences and insights. The convers...
Episode 4: Ask Me Anything Volume 2
12 Oct 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode of Brolapse, HungerFF shares personal stories and insights about their journey into the world of fisting, discussing the initial attra...
Episode 3: Fisting Etiquette with YogaPiratXXX
04 Oct 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode of Brolapse, HungerFF and YogaPiratXXX discuss the intricacies of fisting, focusing on consent, etiquette, and community building. The...
Episode 2: Ask Me Anything Volume 1
03 Oct 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In this conversation, HungerFF delves into various aspects of his sexual identity, focusing on kinks, consent, and personal experiences with prolapse....
Episode 1: Mexican FFiesta with Alex Tikas
02 Oct 2024
Contributed by Lukas
In the inaugural episode of the podcast Brolapse, host HungerFF and guest Alex Tikas delve into the world of fisting, sharing personal anecdotes and e...