I Could Never...
Episodes
That's a Big Ask
27 Nov 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Genevieve & Ishik close out Season 3 with a finale Q&A where they tackle questions about ambiamorous partners, feeling shame in secrecy, and w...
Community Through Promiscuity
13 Nov 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Author and activist, Dean Spade, shares his go to guide for dealing with jealousy, and how he and his boyfriend raised kids with his lesbian best frie...
Part-Time Girlfriend, Full-Time Freak
06 Nov 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Dance floor unicorn, Kenna Bethany, lets loose about sleeping with couples, sapphic lust and being the only queer person in a foursome. "I Could Ne...
In Sickness And In Health
30 Oct 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Super ADHD and crushing it, polyamorous therapist Dr. Manijeh Badiee shares about surviving breast cancer and proposing to her ladyfriend (in front of...
Jellyamorous
23 Oct 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Ballroom baddie, Loren Loubser, dishes about the queer scene in Cape Town, healing after cheating and why they have to stop sleeping with all their fr...
Let's Call It What It Is
16 Oct 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Comedian Lily Kerrigan sets the stage for how she fell into Mono/Poly, messy gossip in her polycule, and why she kept her mouth shut about her partner...
It's Not Out of the Question
09 Oct 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Genevieve and Ishik are back with the second half of the midseason Q&A double feature. In this half they touch on dating monogamous people, gettin...
I'm Glad You Asked!
02 Oct 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Gifted a bountiful harvest, Genevieve & Ishik got so many questions for the midseason Q&A, they're doing two parts! In this half they dig into...
Riding the Rainbow Together
25 Sep 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Deepak Kashyap tries not to sound “OMG Ghey” while connecting the dots on polytheism & polyamory, feeling left out of group sex and why friend...
Village with a Capital "V"
18 Sep 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Lovergirl femme, Tay, talks about having a baby in a triad, garden party vibes and why they moved out of their partner's home (twice). "I Could Nev...
More Like Bye-erarchy!
11 Sep 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Polyamorous since 18, Marla Schreiber, @polyamarla, is sick of talking about hierarchy, but loves bedtime rituals with both of their partners. "I C...
Pleasing Every Constituent
04 Sep 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Besides being a socialist, abolitionist, polyamorous & queer city councilor, Willie Burnley Jr. says he's "pretty normie". Together, we get into b...
Double Date
28 Aug 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Reece Foster, aka SaulForged, is a very special guest for Genevieve & Ishik - an episode full of surprises to kick off Season 3! "I Could Never...
Ask And You Shall Receive
22 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
In this Season 2 Finale Q&A, Genevieve and Ishik answer listener-submitted questions about annoying metas, dating as a couple and being too fucked...
For The Love of Oshun
15 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Bringing high drama, Darkwah lays bare their monogamous failures, Ghanaian pride, and how the tits be titting. "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyam...
The Storm Before The Calm
08 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Libby Sinback, host of Making Polyamory Work, on watching partners fall for each other, her triad breaking into a V and what happened when her kid's t...
Why We Didn’t Pull The Plug
01 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Up for trying anything once, Deepa Paul gets down and dirty on coming back from cheating and ditching Filipina Catholic shame. "I Could Never..." i...
The Novel Tale of a Former Future Housewife
24 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Author of The Anxious Person's Guide to Non-Monogamy, Lola Phoenix, discusses love under lockdown, living solo in Sweden and why she views sex like a ...
And Baby Makes Five
17 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Hannah and her quad are part of an even larger polycule buying land and building a family together in Argentina. "I Could Never..." is a Chill Poly...
Question Everything, Assume Nothing
10 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Genevieve and Ishik answer listener-submitted questions about age gaps, holidays in a triad and dating your best friend. "I Could Never..." is a Ch...
Dating The Old Fashioned Way
03 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
The Collectress, Ashtin Berry, gets into romance with friends, who should pay for dinner and how men react to her swearing off marriage. "I Could N...
An Anchor in Troubled Waters
27 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Puerto Rican actor, drag king & storyteller Vico Ortiz describes their red flags, moving in with a partner, and how they made Our Flag Means Death...
Monogamy, Table For Three
20 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Monogamish Lex reveals what it's like dating a married man, and how his wife became one of her best friends. "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamor...
With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility
13 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Award-winning polyamorous author, Kevin Patterson, talks monogamous pearl-clutchers, jam packed calendars and not turning partners into heroes or vill...
My Not So Guilty Pleasure
06 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Dr. Han Ren is a hot, polyamorous mom who shares about collectivist cultures and what she gets up to when her partner's on a date. "I Could Never.....
Um Actually, Polyamorous People Are Hot
27 Feb 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Dropout's Ify Nwadiwe and Emily Louise talk D&D, cheating exes, and how scary it is when your partner falls in love with someone else. FREE TOY...
Bonus Episode: You Ask, We Deliver
17 Oct 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Genevieve and Ishik answer listener-submitted questions about if solo polyamory just means having commitment issues, bringing metamours into your home...
Not Just "White People Sh*t"
26 Sep 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Michelle Hy explores her Chinese and Taiwanese heritage, getting outed to her dad and what it was like going to her partners' wedding. "I Could Nev...
In Too Deep
19 Sep 2024
Contributed by Lukas
The Boyslut, Zachary Zane, dishes on diving into the deep end with non-monogamy, how he's scaled back romance responsibly and why he loves the label...
We're Gonna Need a Bigger Bed
12 Sep 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Intimacy coordinator Rufai Ajala talks about living with a partner and her husband, queerplatonic love and how they handled 9 relationships at once. ...
Let's Get This Show on the Road
05 Sep 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Couple to Throuple's Denyse Davis talks about her 20 person polycule, keeping things spicy over long distance and how she "won" the show. "I Could ...
Dial M for Metamour
29 Aug 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Meghana and Shreya discuss teasing their shared partner, finding chosen family and how the colonization of India ruined everything. "I Could Never....
You Don't Know the Half of It!
22 Aug 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Midseason Announcement!
When a House Becomes a Homie
15 Aug 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Metamours Jacob and Robert talk about polyamorous community, their shared partner and why they moved in together without her. "I Could Never..."...
See You Next Tuesday
08 Aug 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Solo polyamorous autism coach, Josselyn Crane, discusses how she manages non-monogamy as a mother, the ups and downs of friends with benefits, and how...
The Four Boyfriends of the Apocalypse
01 Aug 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Youtuber Kat Blaque talks about bad polyamorous dates, bizarre swinger parties and navigating white spaces as a Black trans woman. "I Could Never.....
Macho Men Need Cuddles Too
25 Jul 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Mexico City-based psychotherapist Jaime Gama discusses opening his relationship as a gay man, what masculinity can look like and loving Sailor Moon. ...
Purity Culture Can Suck It
18 Jul 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Polyamorous voice actor, musician and audio erotica storyteller, Cera Gibson, dives into her experience growing up in Mormonism, unlearning the shame ...
Trailer: I Could Never...
09 Jul 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Check out the trailer for Season 1 of I Could Never..., and get a sneak preview of some of the anecdotes to come from our guests this season! Music: S...