life gets weird
Episodes
taylor swift got engaged and now i believe in love again
28 Aug 2025
Contributed by Lukas
hey... how yall doin
what happened in 2024 can never happen again
31 Dec 2024
Contributed by Lukas
happy new year!! in this episode i dwell over how awful 2024 was and promise to not make the same mistakes twice. follow along on instagram: ...
no space for rebellious teen years
26 Jul 2024
Contributed by Lukas
in this week's episode i'll be answering more of your questions - talking about what i was like as a kid, more books i've been loving and how i feel a...
running away from your hometown (literally and metaphorically)
13 Jun 2024
Contributed by Lukas
[tw for episode: mentions of eating disorders] in this week's episode apparently i'm putting vulnerability on the table and opening up in resp...
austin + acotar
18 Mar 2024
Contributed by Lukas
hello! in this weeks episode, i spend a lot of time gushing over austin texas. also, the world of fantasy finally won the battle against me - we have ...
you could never make me hate the barbie movie
26 Jan 2024
Contributed by Lukas
in this week’s episode i have a quarter life crisis. turning 25 comes with so many questions about what im meant to be doing in this life and im jus...
being a fangirl is a full time job
12 Jan 2024
Contributed by Lukas
being a fangirl is no joke. setting alarms for concert ticket sales, camping in the freezing cold for the barrier, buying all the merch you can afford...
2023 did the thing!
05 Jan 2024
Contributed by Lukas
hello besties! happy new year!!! 2024 lets goooo. in this week's episode, it is time for the annual round-up: taylor swift dating travis kelce, ...
los angeles could punch me in the face and i'd still return
07 Nov 2023
Contributed by Lukas
in this week's episode we're talking about the california sobriety coming to an end, all things RHONY reunion, boogenius and whether or not i&...
you cannot read your friends minds ft. veronica risucci
28 Oct 2023
Contributed by Lukas
in this week’s episode, i am joined by one of my bestfriends veronica and we answer some questions on friendship and how we show up in our friendshi...
and i'll be eighty-seven, you'll be eighty-nine
20 Oct 2023
Contributed by Lukas
this week were getting deep and real about the behind the scenes of running away to LA! airbnb are still being the worst and my brain isn’t doing we...
that time my airbnb got broken into
13 Oct 2023
Contributed by Lukas
in this episode we are talking about the time my airbnb got broken into 5 hours into my los angeles trip and then dwelling on how 24 felt and the emot...
high episode lol
04 Sep 2023
Contributed by Lukas
talking shit and rating films like i do best, in this episode im talking about TURNING 25??? and running away to california for two months. instagram...
happy places might not last forever
22 Jun 2023
Contributed by Lukas
I SAW MY BABYGIRL HARRY STYLES AGAIN! WOO! in this week's episode we're abolishing billionaires, talking about a summer of live music and fina...
i take vanderpump rules as seriously as ariana takes sketch comedy
14 Jun 2023
Contributed by Lukas
scandoval took over my twitter feed whilst ariana madix took over my heart. in this episode we're talking about my new found obsession with vander...
boygenius, gwyneth paltrow on trial + being the other girl
31 Mar 2023
Contributed by Lukas
in this weeks episode we are obviously talking about boygenius' debut album 'the record' and how much i love their vulnerability. we discu...
oscars 2023, daisy jones and the six + embracing your youth
14 Mar 2023
Contributed by Lukas
so the 2023 academy awards happened over the last weekend and as always, i had thoughts! along with the oscars, daisy jones and the six has taken over...
the best pop culture moments of 2022
24 Dec 2022
Contributed by Lukas
in this episode we're going through the best pop culture moments of 2022! there have been quite a few moments this year that have shaped 2022 whether ...
your past doesn’t make you unworthy of your future
19 Dec 2022
Contributed by Lukas
tw: eating disorders/body image at 30:13-39:00 the new year is upon us and every year, hundreds of us stress out of new years resolutions and what dra...
bops and flops of 2022
10 Dec 2022
Contributed by Lukas
in this episode we're talking about everything that came out in 2022: tv shows, films, books and music! its been a good year for pop culture and enter...
we are all looking for something to believe in
25 Nov 2022
Contributed by Lukas
in this weeks episode we're catching up on LA, talking about legalisation of herbs ;) and the movies, books and tv shows ive been loving recently! tha...
the october roundup
26 Oct 2022
Contributed by Lukas
in this week's episode we're discussing the month of october and all that it entailed; from don't worry darling drama to netflix's new limited series:...
my twenty-fourth wave of life
20 Oct 2022
Contributed by Lukas
hey girlypops! we have a lot to catch up on. i turned 24, i started dating and im back in therapy - so you haven’t missed much… LOL. I’ve also r...
she knows she lived through it to get to this moment
09 Aug 2022
Contributed by Lukas
HEYOOOO! I saw phoebe bridges sing "so she knows she lived through it to get to this moment ate a sleeve of saltines on my floor and I knew then" !!!!...
i don't think i'll ever figure life out
09 Jul 2022
Contributed by Lukas
hey! how y'all doing? let's catch up, it's been a second or two or three... im kind of trying to refigure my life out again. it feels like i do this e...
be proud of the work in progress
01 May 2022
Contributed by Lukas
Life has been kind of crazy recently and I've really struggled with taking a step back and being proud of myself. Sometimes it is hard. You feel unwor...
you are endlessly creating yourself
16 Apr 2022
Contributed by Lukas
Welcome back to Life Gets Weird (again, yikes). In this week's episode we catch up on where I've been first and foremost, but then we talk about how a...
and here you are living, despite it all
31 Jan 2022
Contributed by Lukas
happy new year besties!! in this episode we're discussing imposter syndrome, taking up space, book reviews, hook up culture and friendships. an overal...
you don't need a new years resolution.
22 Dec 2021
Contributed by Lukas
part 2 of the advice series. YES, part 3 is coming. Instagram: @marystevenn Tiktok: @oatmilkleader YouTube: mary steven
life doesn't get easier, you get stronger
04 Dec 2021
Contributed by Lukas
You guys asked, I answered. Here are my hot takes and advice. We're discussing boundaries, intimacy, working out, forming friendships and a hell of a ...
kiss whoever the fuck you want
19 Nov 2021
Contributed by Lukas
In this episode we're discussing Red (Taylor's Version), hook up culture, sexuality and being able to balance socialising with your mental needs. tikt...
this is me trying
09 Nov 2021
Contributed by Lukas
OH BOY AM I SORRY FOR JUST DISAPPEARING... again. Welcome to season 3. Let's start over. If you're new here - I am a mess and I'm figuring it and tell...
here's my hot take on life pt.2
20 Sep 2021
Contributed by Lukas
ITS AN ADVICE Q AND A AGAIN. instagram: @marystevenn tiktok: @oatmilkleaader spotify: mary claire steven
staying where you are is comfortable
19 Aug 2021
Contributed by Lukas
This weeks episode is all about how we get comfortable with the familiar and how taking steps out of that comfort zone can be scary but leaves us room...
hot healing girl summer
05 Aug 2021
Contributed by Lukas
Dating, guys, sexuality, everything that falls into the sphere of "hot girl summer" is all fun and games but don't forget to heal. There's so much inv...
no expectation is the best expectation
30 Jul 2021
Contributed by Lukas
hi again *awkward laughs*. this weeks episode is about how we perceive other people and create unobtainable expectations that break us. life gets weir...
what's meant for you will always find you
17 Jun 2021
Contributed by Lukas
In this week's episode we're talking law of assumption, expecting things to fail, friendships and how they can work out if we let them! instagram: @ma...
show up for yourself first
14 Jun 2021
Contributed by Lukas
I'M BACK. I'm sorry for the slight disappearance. this week we're talking anti-depressants, getting the vaccine, social media's effect on our percepti...
you're not made for everyone
20 May 2021
Contributed by Lukas
I'll be honest.. this is just another word vomit episode of everything going on in my head right now. We're talking about education systems, money, li...
here's my hot take on life
12 May 2021
Contributed by Lukas
ITS AN ADVICE Q AND AYEEEE. In this episode, I answer your questions and give my advice so I hope it helps in some way - welp! Instagram: @...
just have the uncomfortable conversation
05 May 2021
Contributed by Lukas
This week we're talking about the uncomfortable conversations. We're talking PMDD, mental health, birth control, pay transparency, unlearning misogyny...
go to therapy, or don't
29 Apr 2021
Contributed by Lukas
We're back for season 2. And we're back with a whole ton of word vomit. All things therapy, Harry Styles, dropping out of university, social construct...
defining your own life and not letting others do it for you
14 Apr 2021
Contributed by Lukas
this episode was wild. I don't know where my brain was at but enjoy me talking about defining who you are, becoming your best self, mental health ...
make beautiful things even if nobody cares
07 Apr 2021
Contributed by Lukas
There’s something about putting pen to paper and pouring your heart out that makes you feel lighter and if some of those words help make someone els...
there will always be someone who can’t see your worth, don’t let it be you
31 Mar 2021
Contributed by Lukas
Focus on the things that make you unique in this world. I promise you, the things you class as flaws and the things you try to hide from this world ar...
don’t be jealous, be inspired
25 Mar 2021
Contributed by Lukas
Just because you aren’t where you want to be or you’re struggling to find your place in this world, it doesn’t mean that you’re failing. Jealo...
choose yourself and don’t look back
18 Mar 2021
Contributed by Lukas
Losing people that you thought would be with you forever is heartbreaking. And sometimes it feels like it will never get easier and that you will neve...
emotions are in the eye of the beholder
11 Mar 2021
Contributed by Lukas
Pain is subjective. Nobody can objectively have it worse or easier than you. Everything you feel and everything you experience is based on your own pe...
communication is hard
04 Mar 2021
Contributed by Lukas
We're talking about all things communication and expressing emotions. It's hard, why lie? It's even harder when your previous friendships or relations...
soulcycle, self care and wellness
25 Feb 2021
Contributed by Lukas
OKAY FINE, here's the episode on SoulCycle and why I love it so much. Hopefully I'll never mention it again. No promises though. I also talk about we...
don’t give up on forgiving yourself
18 Feb 2021
Contributed by Lukas
Sorry this episode is short but hellll its very sweet. Forgive yourself. Always. Don't give up on the journey of forgiving yourself. It takes time. It...
being single in your twenties
11 Feb 2021
Contributed by Lukas
This is probably my most vulnerable episode yet so be nice. It’s honestly more than okay that you’ve always been single. Or that you're single in ...
define your own dreams
04 Feb 2021
Contributed by Lukas
Living for others is boring. Literally, stop doing. Define your own life and define your own dreams. Be the main character and write the chapters of t...
instagram isn't real
28 Jan 2021
Contributed by Lukas
Literally, Instagram is just a fake highlight reel of someone's life. But follow mine @marystevenn.
treat yourself like you would your best friend
21 Jan 2021
Contributed by Lukas
Self-care looks different on everyone. For you, it might be meditating and for others, it might be watching Greys Anatomy over and over again. We all ...
visualise your highest self and then show up as her
14 Jan 2021
Contributed by Lukas
Working on yourself seems like something you don't need to do until you do it and then layers are revealed and shit gets real. It is healing and neces...
new year, same me
07 Jan 2021
Contributed by Lukas
HAPPY (i hope) 2021. Glad you made it. Here's to permanent change and not just 30 days of toxic routines that we grow to hate anyway. You don't need a...
university struggles and changing plans
31 Dec 2020
Contributed by Lukas
Life is different for all of us and thus, university and adulthood experiences will differ between all of us and that's okay. Happy new year. in...
stop seeking validation
24 Dec 2020
Contributed by Lukas
It's the last episode of 2020 and even though this year has been a whirlwind of emotions and struggles, it gave me this podcast and platform that I am...
black lives still matter
19 Dec 2020
Contributed by Lukas
BLACK LIVES STILL AND ALWAYS WILL MATTER. It is really easy to forget about world issues when the media isn't talking about them but black people are ...
2020 recap + thoughts on being single
10 Dec 2020
Contributed by Lukas
AH, 2020 is finally coming to a close. FINALLY. I hope everybody is proud of themselves for serving what was one of the most challenging and unprecede...
goodbye trump and hello lockdown
11 Nov 2020
Contributed by Lukas
The world is taking a weird shift in multiple different ways and I think it is very clear that it might be making me go crazy. But here's to the light...
lockdown, the US election + movies
31 Oct 2020
Contributed by Lukas
OKAY OKAY. im back. for real this time. i hope everyone is safe and well. this episode is a complete brain binge of thoughts and feelings of the curre...
finding your voice while caring for others
08 Oct 2020
Contributed by Lukas
HI GUYS, I took a week off for my mental health but I’m back with a *provocative* episode about politics, mental health, finding your voice and bein...
body image and recovery (TW)
25 Sep 2020
Contributed by Lukas
TW: Recovery is an everyday battle and learning to love yourself is one of the hardest things you'll ever have to do in a society that profits off you...
changing your life and understanding happiness
18 Sep 2020
Contributed by Lukas
Growth means choosing happiness over expectations. You won’t be able to make everyone understand or validate or accept what you want to do but you c...
finding your people and yourself
11 Sep 2020
Contributed by Lukas
Friendships are weird and life can get lonely but though it all you have to be your own best friend. You owe yourself the absolute world and with that...
representation in film and TV
04 Sep 2020
Contributed by Lukas
This one is for the people who always thought they were too “other” to be worthy of representation in film and tv. You are ALWAYS worthy of having...
hey guys: a brief introduction
03 Sep 2020
Contributed by Lukas
HI HI HI. THIS IS WEIRD AND NEW SO BARE WITH. This is just an introduction episode before I dive right into endless rambles about how weird life gets ...