Manic in Miami
Episodes
Nonviolent Communications with Saul Adamczewski: mental illness, music + mayhem
03 Sep 2025
Contributed by Lukas
Saul Adamczewski is a British guitarist + singer songwriter (Fat White Family, Insecure Men, The Coward) and fellow sufferer who addresses mental illn...
American Psychosis: a metaphorical K-hole in Manhattan.
01 Dec 2024
Contributed by Lukas
republished PART 1 of my 3 part PSYCHOSIS SERIES. Jordan was a successful young dude in Manhattan taking risks and living the dream and somehow strad...
Dr. Scott Fisher: The Psychedelic Psychiatrist of The Subtropics
01 Dec 2024
Contributed by Lukas
This is a great episode!!! *yes...sorry, I posted this yesterday, but I couldn't move beyond the tiny glitch at the beginning. I replaced it with ...
What is The Cure?!: Thoughts Upon Discharge from the Psych Ward
01 Dec 2024
Contributed by Lukas
Details of my most recent hospitalization (released yesterday). And some thoughts, delivered on the occasion of reflection, on personal accountability...
Satan’s Goddess Transyldelic Retreat
01 Dec 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Update on that psychotic manic bipolar life + my two spoken word to music tracks: Direct Messages too real sexual + demonic demonizing woman eyes sing...
How EMDR is Changing My Life + My Brain
18 Oct 2023
Contributed by Lukas
EMDR is changing my life and my brain. Following my first EMDR short episode and my lighthearted episode on Fearful Avoidant Attachment, here is a bri...
Fearful Avoidant Attachment: Thoughts Delivered on an Ecliptical Occasion
14 Oct 2023
Contributed by Lukas
People were asking about fearful avoidant attachment after listening to the EMDR episode. Here you go: rainy day activity 8 minutes including a ridicu...
My EMDR: The Neverending Story of Childhood Trauma
12 Oct 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Details of my first EMDR therapy session: how it works. A bit of philosophical/psychoanalytic analysis of children's fantasy movie The Neverendin...
The Psychedelic Psychiatrist Part 2: What is Depression?
29 Sep 2023
Contributed by Lukas
**Timestamps and links below** The return of the psychedelic psychiatrist, Dr. Scott Fisher. How can psychedelics alleviate the symptoms of depression...
I Had Sex with a Bipolar Man I Met Through This Podcast.
07 Sep 2023
Contributed by Lukas
There's no catch: I had sex with a bipolar disordered Miami man I met through this podcast. It's a confessional episode sharing the most humiliating p...
real quick uplifting sexual trauma addendum
31 Aug 2023
Contributed by Lukas
guys, I know the last episode traumatized some of you. Here is a hypomanic "look on the bright side of child sexual abuse and rape" little a...
We are crazy! Thank you.
06 Aug 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Two Bipolar Type 1 with Psychotic Features aka Manic Depressives: we crazy. Video episode! Video available for Spotify listeners and on the emerging ...
Black Girl Uninterrupted
25 Jul 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Manic in Miami presents Black Girl Uninterrupted. Florida Woman to Florida native. Bipolar 1 to Bipolar 2. Guest Jamila discusses her own diagnosis, ...
quick update + some inspirational quotes 3 mins
20 Jul 2023
Contributed by Lukas
what's coming very soon [I was psychotic] and just a few inspirational passages to get you through the week! somehow all in 3 minutes https://inst...
republishing Bipolar in Africa: off meds + on the run (gets a bit off topic)
04 Jul 2023
Contributed by Lukas
5 min intro with context and note for neurotypicals topics: Going off meds, fleeing a country, a witch doctor, a safari, gross township tours, resili...
Special South Florida Guest Dr. Scott Fisher: Psychedelic Psychiatry, Mental Illness Now + Psychedelic Personal Narrative
09 Jun 2023
Contributed by Lukas
This is a great episode!!! *yes...so sorry that you're receiving this twice. I couldn't move beyond the tiny glitch at the beginning and poste...
Manic in PARIS video! Bipolar/Psychotic Featured *international* Holly + French Laurène Meet IRL!
04 Jun 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Two bipolar mood disordered ladies who have been psychotic (which at times feels somewhat erotic). I don't know what to label anyone anymore. Am I...
The Electric Kool-Aid Anti-Depression Test, a Phenomenological Inquiry.
09 May 2023
Contributed by Lukas
exactly what the title says... solo mini episode addressing Dr. Nassir Ghaemi and perspectives on the DSM, the phenomenological approach to treating d...
Hypocrisy in Mental Health Awareness + The Power of Our Stories: mini episode
05 May 2023
Contributed by Lukas
10 min mini episode to follow up the 13 min mini episode. The paradox of mental health awareness and mental illness. The stories of the mentally ill ...
Medication Nation: Big Pharma + Mental Illness Mini Episode
05 May 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Bipolar Disorder, pharmaceuticals, benzos, side effects, antipsychotics...things are complicated. https://instagram.com/hollyhearingsthings/ Books:...
Married...with Children, Bipolar + Borderline Personality Disorder
26 Apr 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Manic in Miami and Maine! Borderline Personality Disorder and Bipolar Disorder with Kevin Miller, a Dad of three living on an island in Maine. I added...
Schizophrenic, International Spy, Ex-Sommelier, Entrepreneur, Radical Writer
13 Apr 2023
Contributed by Lukas
Manic in Miami Podcast: Wild Video Episode with two "aging hipster pieces of shit" Jonathan Price of NYC: Schizophrenic Hipster, Internation...
Laugh + Cry Manic in Miami Anniversary
08 Apr 2023
Contributed by Lukas
17 min One year anniversary of the podcast with an update intro and never heard recordings: Manic in Africa, psychotic voicemail, Todd Tornado, Yero o...
Demon Advocate + Friend of Eminem: Fun Follow-up + Strictly Psychosis
27 Mar 2023
Contributed by Lukas
My follow-up "fun" edit: Eminem in the psych ward and 25 minutes of extended psychosis stories and "strictly psychosis" chat. Jewi...
Insight in Psychosis + Trauma with Guest "Wise Jewish Owl"
26 Mar 2023
Contributed by Lukas
The Wise Jewish Owl (Matthew) and Wild Tigertail (Holly Hurricane) discuss their psychosis experiences, science of trauma and psychosis, finding meani...
Ro-MANIC Valentine's Day Collab Podcast with MANIC STATE OF MIND Sky Menhardt non-Spotify
15 Feb 2023
Contributed by Lukas
song: Matthew Wilder "Break My Stride" related to manic story in episode Substack: https://manicinmiami.substack.com/ Manic State of Mind podcast: ope...
Yero "Street Sax" and Holly: Schizoaffective Delusions in Psychosis, Addiction, Compassion (video!)
11 Dec 2022
Contributed by Lukas
I'm on the front page of The Miami Herald, and Manic in Miami was shouted out in the article! https://www.miamiherald.com/news/business/real-est...
Guest on the Manic State of Mind Podcast, the podcast that launched 1,000 audio clips of mine.
06 Dec 2022
Contributed by Lukas
Special Intro from moi! Sky Menhardt, Host of Manic State of Mind podcast, kindly invited me on to discuss manic depressive life. Timestamps: (0...
I Killed The Monster: Hallucinations, Dreams + the Pain in Psychosis Recovery (with noted expert Jordan)
06 Dec 2022
Contributed by Lukas
**spontaneous and unscripted and unfiltered part 2?** Timestamps (0:00) intro (0:40) hearing voices + talking heads (2:33) psychotic break: visu...
The "Cult Leader" of "Coconut Grove" "Miami" "Where am I?"
06 Dec 2022
Contributed by Lukas
Theater of The Absurd intro followed by a humiliating tale of persecutory delusions. The "cult leader" has NO CHILL. So I don't feel bad. If you want ...
An Ambivalent Twin Abortion During Psychosis Recovery. I know...
06 Dec 2022
Contributed by Lukas
https://manicinmiami.com https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings Timestamps (0:00) intro then the rest...! I was pregnant with twins at age...
Ro-Manic Satanic Bipolar 1(st place!) in Brooklyn
06 Dec 2022
Contributed by Lukas
2000s nostalgia. A memorable manic episode. Short and (bitter)sweet. Music : The Guilt Parade by The Birthday Party The National Suicide Prevention...
Ro-manics in Miami + Reims, France: Say Anything
30 Oct 2022
Contributed by Lukas
My first video format (photos) podcast! It also has an informative document on Bipolar Disorders! I have a guest from Reims, France. We are cute bipol...
Status: Madame Psychosis is doing well! I am fine, everybody!
25 Oct 2022
Contributed by Lukas
Happy Halloween! I wanted to tell everyone that I am well! Details in this episode. Madame Bipolar Psychosis no more. We have left Mavericks, and we a...
Update on Holly Hurricane Season Hiatus
21 Sep 2022
Contributed by Lukas
This is dumb. I’ll admit that. That’s fair. Haha
Rainy Night Update + Clips
16 Sep 2022
Contributed by Lukas
Rainy Night! Update and random clips from recordings I have with Sky Menhardt, Yero I've been so busy!! Leveling up this popsicle stand soon! Stay l...
Aleister Crowley is My Therapist. (Very Censored) with Tarot Reader Lauran
30 Jul 2022
Contributed by Lukas
My favorite thus far? Trigger warning: adult humor (mostly censored out by innocent moi) Lauran Childs is a Tarot Reader extraordinaire, and a fantast...
Addendum to Music + Mental Health non-Spotify
16 Jul 2022
Contributed by Lukas
I think this is a lot better with the Billie Holiday song at the end on Spotify
Music + Music Therapy for Mental Health (non-Spotify)
16 Jul 2022
Contributed by Lukas
another completely improvised episode (includes commentary on jazz improvisation + schizophrenia ha) I kind of learned how to do sound properly in aud...
Psychedelics, Psychosis + Psychology: An Extraterrestrial Episode.
24 Jun 2022
Contributed by Lukas
Portland-based Miami Native Levi is the spirit guide we need in times of psychosis and psychotherapist from the future where things make slightly more...
Preview of Bellevue
31 May 2022
Contributed by Lukas
1 min glimpse into my would have been baby daddy’s NYC psychosis
Todd Tornado + Holly Hurricane: Post-Psych Ward Discussion
27 Apr 2022
Contributed by Lukas
Todd Tornado, a bipolar 1 diagnosed social worker from Athens, Georgia, and me (now known as Host Holly Hurricane lol) have a lot to discuss after mee...
Down the Psychotic Rabbit Hole
21 Apr 2022
Contributed by Lukas
https://www.instagram.com/manicinmiami https://www.instagram.com/thehollyspiritualized https://manicinmiami.com A recently psychotic maniac (moi) and ...
Yero the Street Saxophonist
09 Apr 2022
Contributed by Lukas
Yero “Crescendo” Lopez is a Miami street musician who performs very close to home…so close that I recognized him after being admitted to the psy...
First Podcast Episode. Not First Episode.
05 Apr 2022
Contributed by Lukas
Hi guys. I'm manic depressive. I was institutionalized recently, and I discovered a podcast that helped me. It was funny and incredibly honest. I cont...