Chapter 1: What profound questions arose during the near-death experience?
I was given these three messages in my head during my near-death experience of who am I, where am I, and why am I? Those three questions have not left my noggin in six years now, and they drive basically everything I do. I had sanitized my consciousness out of my body. I had made my body such an inhospitable place that my consciousness couldn't really be in it anymore.
It was too much pain and trauma. And I was out of my body. I was watching me down on the bed. And it was kind of grainy, kind of black and white. People think your brain creates consciousness. Your brain doesn't create consciousness. Your brain actually filters 99.9% of reality out. This earth is, I call it a simulator for consciousness development.
The consciousness comes in here as like a training ground. The Monroe Institute is one of those observation points for interdimensionals and non-human intelligences. They always describe us as, we're a fusion of two beings. We're a higher self and a human self. Now, this is not to say there's not aliens. Of course there are. But I think most of what we're seeing here is Earth-made, Earth-bound.
But maybe not from this time period. I mean, there's trillions and trillions of stars and probably life forms in the cosmos, but there seems to be a lot of attention on Earth and humans right now. And I think that we're an important part of the puzzle.
Yeah, so welcome, Jordan. I can already tell that we're going to vibe really, really well today, and this is going to be a great conversation. So super appreciative of you joining the show today and driving down. I know it wasn't a terribly long trip for you, but whatever it was, I appreciate you making the time to come down and be on the show. So thank you. Thank you for being here.
Thanks for having me. I mean, this is a top-notch show and everything, and you guys have been so gracious. And I've been watching you guys for a couple years now, and to be here is really cool. So thanks for having me. Awesome.
Awesome. So, yeah, tell the audience about yourself. What are you into? Yeah, just tell us everything, if you could. Great introduction.
Everything. Here we go. Not everything. Not everything. Get comfortable. No, so I mean, you know, it's kind of a traditional story in the sense that I was a normal guy, you know, corporate life, you know, kids and the wife and the white picket fence and suburbia and all that kind of stuff. And then things happened in my life.
You know, I lost my mom and my whole life shifted and we threw caution to the wind. We moved to Florida, had nothing, just totally just rearranged our lives spontaneously. And that started this whole... like new chapter in my life. And then right after that, um, I got super duper sick, self-inflicted. I was an alcoholic for years and struggling with my mom's, um, death and... Me too. Okay. Yeah.
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Chapter 2: How did Jordan's life change after his near-death experience?
And I was just, I was, I was drinking. I mean, it was bad. It was, it was very, very, very bad. It wasn't just like I had a little drinking problem. This was, this was severe. And to the point where my entire body shut down, started having heart failure, liver failure. You know, I, I couldn't get out of bed for days and days and days. And at that point,
I had sanitized, I know this now looking back on it, I had sanitized my consciousness out of my body. I had made my body such an inhospitable place that my consciousness couldn't really be in it anymore. It was too much pain and trauma. And at that point I was watching all of this from like almost like a security camera point of view up in, it felt like up in the corner of the room.
And it was kind of grainy, kind of black and white, kind of like traditional security camera point of view. And I was out of my body. I was watching me down on the bed. I watched my wife bust in and basically forced me like into the car and take me to the emergency room. I had BS'd her for a few days, telling her I had the flu and I was just sick, you know, she was working and I was dying.
And my consciousness was no longer in my body. I was watching my body literally die below me and sort of helpless. Anyways, I go to the hospital and they admit me. They're telling me they're, I'm not gonna make it for the most part. They're doing the tough love thing, but they weren't. It's like when you're on an airplane and you hit turbulence and I always look at the face of the stewardess.
I'm like, if she's worried, then I'm worried. But most of the time they're not. They're like, oh, a little turbulence, no big deal. The faces on the nurses and the doctors was one of concern. It wasn't a good situation. Were you conscious looking at their faces? At this point, when they admitted me, I kind of came back into my body. Yeah. Okay. Because that would have been a long time out, right?
Yes.
Yeah.
Yeah. But I mean, I even described it. I wrote a book about this and I described it as when she was driving me to the hospital, my consciousness was outside the car and it felt like it was flapping like a cape in the wind behind. And that's the feeling that I got. It was surreal.
And it's like, you know, when they're shooting a movie and they have like the dolly outside of the car, that's what my consciousness was watching me. Wow. Yeah. So it was out of my body for a while, and it was weird, because I don't know if it knew if I was going to make it. It is you. It is me. It is me, yeah, absolutely. So then when they got me stabilized...
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Chapter 3: What insights did Jordan gain about consciousness and reality?
I mean, I'm damn near dead. But there's this blue light and it's right off camera and we're taking a selfie. It's the first time through this whole ordeal. My amazing wife is by my side the whole time. Sarah, she's amazing. She's the reason I'm alive. And she's sitting there and we take a selfie.
And for some reason, I have a sticker on my forehead because I had a company called Alive and Kicking. And I had the wherewithal somehow right before as I was being dragged out of the house to grab my Alive and Kicking shirt and a sticker. I don't know. And that was like my rallying cry after that was I'm Alive and Kicking. But before that, it was just a tagline for my scooter company. Yeah.
But anyway, so I have this sticker on my forehead. I look ridiculous. My eyes are all dilated. But there's this blue orb that's in the room with us. And from that moment on, I had this incredible, like – feeling of relaxation and sort of purpose. Like I knew up to that point, I really thought I was going to die. Like there was no reason for me to survive.
And after that point, I was summoning all the nurses and I'm hooked up with all these machines. They had me, they, I was a seizure risk because of the, it turns out I was going through alcohol withdrawals for multiple days leading up to it. I didn't know that. And so I was in really bad shape. So they have me kind of they have the walls up on the thing. And so I can't get out of the bed.
And they have me, you know, basically strapped down with all these tubes and stuff. So I can't go anywhere. And I'm summoning everyone in there. I even like requested a meeting with the top doctor of the whole floor. And I said, hey, I got to go home. They're all laughing at me. They're like, dude, you're not you can't walk. You can't do anything. And I was like, I know, but I have work to do.
I got to go home. I got to get out of here. I can't heal here. And I somehow like they they made me stay the night and the next day they made me sign all these forms. And they said against our better judgment. But because Sarah's here and she's such a good caretaker and because you're so, you know, persuasive and adamant that you leave, they let me go. And they had a wheelchair me out of there.
I couldn't walk or anything. Went home. long road to recovery ahead of me. Um, when I went to my doctor, they thought she thought I needed to go back to the hospital. She thought I was going to die. She said, I'm afraid you're going to stroke out right here. This is not good. So I'm home, but I have this huge mountain to climb. I mean, my body's dying, everything's shutting down.
But the crazy thing is I had this sense of, of purpose that I'd never had before. So you would think in that state, I would have been just hopeless. Like, Oh my God, what am I going to do? Um, I was driven. I was motivated. I was like, I have to answer these questions, and I have to figure this out. And that's what set me on my journey.
Love it. Love it. So a couple of questions. So the blue orb, you saw it with your eyes in addition to the picture?
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Chapter 4: What experiences did Jordan have with non-human intelligences?
Like I went on a straight raw vegan diet. I did every single thing and my blood pressure wouldn't come down. And they said, okay, we ran out of options. We don't know what to do, but we are now, the American Heart Association is partnering with Transcendental Meditation. We want you to try meditating. I was like, doc, you've seen me. I'm way too hyper for this. What are you talking about?
I was like, there has to be another way. But nothing was working. We'd exhausted everything. So I was like, okay, I'll give it a shot. So I started doing Transcendental Meditation, TM. Me personally, it didn't resonate with me. I just didn't really, I didn't get any benefit and I didn't personally like it. There's nothing wrong with it. It just didn't work for me. And I was like, ugh.
That was my last chance. Like, at this point, I am starting to get scared. I went into my dark night of the soul period because I started researching consciousness and everything, and I get into all Gnostic, you know, verbiage and demiurge and the fallen, you know, false planet and all this stuff. So I'm going down these dark paths trying to figure out reality and consciousness.
At the same time, my body's dying. Nothing's working. Then... I'm looking at different things online and I find I'm literally Googling what do ADHD people do to meditate? What do hyperactive people do to meditate? And I kept seeing this word hemi-sync pop up. I was like, okay, I don't know anything about it, but I'll try anything.
Turns out hemi-sync is this technology that Robert Monroe invented way back in the 50s and 60s because he was a sound engineer. And it's binaural beats. And it's a specific type of binaural beat. It's just sound technology. You put on the headphones. And what it does is it's amazing. It creates this, it's called frequency following response, FFR. He ended up patenting.
So they figured out, okay, say a theta brainwave state is 8 hertz, right? Well, you can't hear a 8 hertz audio. It's too low. It's inaudible. But they figured out if you put, let's say you want to get your brain to an 8 hertz, well, you can do it by getting that hypnagogic twilight period right before sleep.
There's different meditative states that you can do it in, but it takes a lot of practice and discipline. Or You can put 100 hertz in one ear and 108 hertz in the other ear, and then your brain splits the difference and starts vibrating at that 8 hertz. And then you, through frequency following response, your brain gets into that theta brainwave state within minutes.
So I was like, okay, this might work. I can hack the system here, right? I don't have to be a, you know, I don't know, like a schooled meditator to do this. So I gave it a shot and it blew my mind. I dove into Ishtak Bentov because he was explaining for the first time in my life, someone explained to me how meditation actually calms your system and lowers your blood pressure.
I was doing these visual meditation practices, listening to binaural beats, the old school hemi-sync and my blood pressure came down. I got my emotions under control. I got my life back. I started using these different modalities to like literally remote view inside my body and heal my organs. Do all this stuff. I mean, I went hardcore on it because I was trying to save my life.
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Chapter 5: What insights does Jordan Crowder share about non-human intelligences?
Why don't they allow us to come up to them? Well, they would gather at an observation point where people routinely go and traverse the densities and go up to their point of view as opposed to them trying to come down to our point of view.
The Monroe Institute is one of those observation points for interdimensionals and non-human intelligences to wait for human consciousnesses to leave the density of this physical matter reality and go up to their world where they can interact with us there. That's exactly what happened. I had multiple experiences with non-human intelligences there.
Chapter 6: How does Jordan explain the significance of the Monroe Institute?
And after I left the institute and I was trying to make sense of everything that happened, That's what Skip said in one of his interviews. And I was like, that nails it. Like, that's what it felt like. It felt like I was going to their world and they were waiting, you know, or at least they were available. They were there.
And so I say all that because, you know, it's not out of the realm of possibility for one of them to maybe hitchhike back down or tag along or something like that. And maybe that happens there. And maybe that's why. There are like the Bigfoot guardians and that kind of stuff there just to kind of protect that that sacred place, because that place is very sacred.
Chapter 7: What role do ancient civilizations play in our understanding of history?
Even the way Robert Monroe is guided to buying. He owns basically the whole mountain. It's nuts. Joe McMonagall lives there. He came and taught me remote viewing. Yeah, personally trained us. It was amazing. He lives there on the mountain and it's a very sacred mountain. It has a very, very spiritual feel to it.
Um, and, uh, it seems like it's a place where we go to this, we, we are able to traverse the dimensions and meet with these other non-human extra dimensional beings. And I think they're probably able to hitch a ride and come back down.
Yeah. Fascinating. So let's jump back into the matrix for just one quick question, uh, in terms of your social media following, um, where, where are you, where are you most active and what, what's, uh, where, where are you at?
So I'm probably most active on X. I grew a huge TikTok following, and all my stuff blew up over there. But then I kind of, I don't know, I lost joy with that platform, and they kept banning me. I kept getting in trouble over there. So I went to X because I felt like I was a little safer to speak my mind. Sure. Why did they ban you? What were you saying? Oh, man.
I did a video a day for two years, and I talked about all sorts of stuff. Okay. Yeah, and you never know what the keywords are and stuff until it happens.
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Chapter 8: How does AI influence our perception of humanity's future?
Funny enough, the last thing that got me banned, and I won't say it here because I don't want to get in trouble, but it was about health. It was about the C word. And I was literally deciding— The five-letter C word. Yeah. Yeah.
I was citing a study from Rhonda Patrick about how high-intensity interval training can flush out circulating tumor cells and all this kind of stuff, and that got me in a lot of trouble. And I was like, whoa, okay. So it was funny because I usually talk about aliens and interdimensionals and all this stuff, but health was what got me in the most trouble.
But I had already had so many strikes leading up to that. And then it was like a six-month period where my stuff just got throttled. I mean, I had 400,000 followers. I had 200 million views in my first two years. And it was just rocking and rolling and then nothing. So now X. And, you know, I have a podcast that comes out twice a week that's on Spotify and YouTube.
So YouTube and X. But I talk probably way more than I should on X. Because it's just...
It's everything. Cool. Love it. Love it. So what are the key things right now that you're most focused on and interested in? Like if you were to the biggest heavy hitter, you know, in terms of like your your the projects now that you're that you're working on and talking about.
So my big thing through all of this, because it's all endlessly fascinating and I love just diving down these rabbit holes and everything, is how we can use it in our daily life. Like what good does it do us? And I love just as much as the next guy going down these rabbit holes and exploring how many different alien creatures
life forms are there and how many dimensions and all this kind of stuff and I love exploring them like actually anyone who says any of this is BS I implore you just go do it yourself like we have the tools now to personally become a consciousness explorer and see all this stuff for yourself and as much as I love doing all that you know I always come back to how can I
Use this information and knowledge to live a better life, a more fulfilling life, a happier, more, you know, loving, peaceful, productive life. And that's what led me to I created something called, oh, I gave it a name, the law of probability. And that's my framework for what I use to basically create.
take your power back and become a co-creator of your life by using all these principles and everything I found. So I went deep into, you know, philosophy and spirituality, but also neuroscience and basically how reality works, how it went from a quantum world to a physical world, because I think that's a very important thing
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