REVELATORIUM with Katherout
Episodes
a renewed crush, managing other people’s preferences, & calling out negging
19 Jan 2026
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 035 💡 the ambition of continuing, the best things that happened to someone else last year, ameliorating addiction to thinking, partying wit...
medicating myself, hard conversations, and dreading recovery
23 Dec 2025
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 034 🫂 last one of the year! this one's for belonging lovers, those who have pretended to be pop stars, and folks who like some good ole...
i’m out of touch, group chats are getting scary, and tiktok dating advice is perverted
17 Nov 2025
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 033 🎷 true alignment, commodifying relationships, intimacy with instruments, and getting back in touch with my skill. things mentioned: ...
rebirth, decoupling, and gambling on life outcomes
09 Oct 2025
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 032 🪢 SUCCUMB/SURRENDER, girlblogger progression, fulfilling each other more, paying attention + being playful...things mentioned: https...
hiding relationships, working beneath my desire, and fearing judgement
04 Sep 2025
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 031 🫧 SIMMERING, seeking, sweltering, staying EMBODIED, avoiding being easier than recovering, connection over pleasing, and concealing the...
security is SOCIAL, good ideas are SPOKEN, and i'm becoming a baddie...
24 Jul 2025
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 030 🆗 listen listen listen... **if you are interested in contributing art to a physical printed REVELATORIUM calendar, email revelatoriumpo...
meeting the parents, my dating philosophy, and getting leftover at a party
13 Jun 2025
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 029 🏆 THE GOLDEN PODKATH EPISODE... abolishing monopolies on care, anticipatory grief practices, wanting to be known parentally, breaking t...
refusing to call myself ugly anymore and my critique of being “starstruck”
15 May 2025
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 028 🧌 THE B SIDE -- I'M TIRED GRANDPA!!!!!!!FILL OUT MY NEWEST REVSURVEY SO I CAN REACT TO IT ON THE NEXT EPISODE: https://forms.gle/6F...
the maze of desire, bespoke pickup lines, and negative inspiration
25 Apr 2025
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 028 🧚 THE A SIDE -- maybe i'm into being confusedjoin for zoom book club: https://www.patreon.com/join/katheroutthings mentioned: ...
putting myself on time out, pleasurable self-destruction, and trying to get my swag up
31 Mar 2025
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 027 🧨 my love of basketball lesbians, being a toddler at any age, moralizing myself, restricting & binging with my crushes / social lif...
the importance of promiscuity, a surge of grief, and inconvenient healing
24 Feb 2025
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 026 🎈audio is funky at 3:00 but clears up by 29:00 so hold on!! i touch on my newfound obsession with the things being "natural," my intere...
ditching restriction, dodging instagram "intimacy," and deciding to SIMP!
21 Jan 2025
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 025 👓 defending my naivete, attacking the attention economy, pondering overstaying my welcome, wanting more friction, and wondering why i l...
old flames, ridiculous standards, and being misunderstood
03 Dec 2024
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 024 🍁 ANNOUNCEMENTS, constraints, the origins of the internet, and humanist media. things mentioned: https://linktr.ee/katherout REVZI...
analyzing who i attract, grappling with pride, and reclaiming being a personality hire
25 Nov 2024
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 023 🪞 abolishing follow 4 follow culture, the legitimacy of RELATIONAL building, relinquishing escalation of my friendships, entrusting nei...
social doubt & the respect of a rejection
03 Nov 2024
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 022.5 ↩ weighing in on modern texting culture, any good rejections out there, doubting yourself in a group vs. solo, what you all think of c...
declaring myself anti-essay text, the misconceptions of fame, and competition avoidance
04 Oct 2024
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 022 ‼️ soft social power, combatting self-loathing, ratings closing our minds, critical hedonism, modern scrapbooking, being unitarian on ...
touch starvation, uninhibition, and the insecurity of shyness
14 Sep 2024
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 021 🤲 what tradeoff is worth being disordered all the time? am i too touchy? why would gossip be the beginning of moral inquiry? can making...
feeling special to someone, venting about swifties, and the rise in narcissism allegations
02 Aug 2024
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 020 💫🌠 does something have to be secret or exclusive to the two of you to be special? what does BRAT mean to me? why is modern stan cult...
matchmaking attempts, summer hysteria, and gender fluidity
02 Jul 2024
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 019 🥸 on loose sobriety, fear of permanence, queening out confusion, feeling left out, and misunderstandings... vox article: https://www.v...
thoughts on 5 years single, nervous questions, and social monogamy
01 Jun 2024
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 018 🤝 revealing too much, the idea of you, couple status, celibacy and the lot -- https://www.instagram.com/revelatorium https://www.linkt...
being a loser, crushing a crush, and false confidence
09 May 2024
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 017 📱 annoying behavior, the stigma of being a transplant, big city thoughts on LA + NYC, exclusive friend groups, overcoming cravings, pho...
pillow talk disagreements, romantic influence, and getting risky
01 Apr 2024
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 016 🍓 pleasure activism, sacred places, having my sh*t together too much, distressing reactions, pedestrianism by force, unrequited love, c...
flirting with my endocrinologist, companionsexuals, and incompatibility
05 Mar 2024
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 015 ❤️🔥 hitting you raw after crying over my feelings and shirking responsibilities to talk to my friends. as the podkath turns 15 a...
being a bully, exploiting first impressions, and the intimacy of anger
03 Feb 2024
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 014 🪵 yelling at your friends vs. family, how to look forward to being around strangers, my yapping career, the museum of the internet, sis...
overexposing yourself, traitors, and weird men coming onto me
04 Jan 2024
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 013 👫 intergender friendships, curses, trust, being SO in public, inherited advice culture, your parents' toxic friends, and being anti...
going no contact, questioning ambition, and denying affection
04 Dec 2023
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 012 🎁 2023 REVELATORIUM wrapped, but yours not mine. we talk loneliness killers, forcing friendship, crushing your own spirit, platonic che...
sexy conversations, compulsory celebrations, and vigilante shit
09 Nov 2023
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 011 🧃 accidental leadership, flirting with strangers, endearing awkwardness, friendship icks and friendship relapse... it's all a part ...
rejections on rejections and reading into things
01 Oct 2023
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 010 🪩 calculating the future, experiencing youtube dread, refusing to niche down... it's all a part of the process. but does the commod...
losing a companion, recovering from dreams, and seeking the conventional
01 Sep 2023
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 009 ☁️ we get freaky widdit and break form. rayne fisher quann opens a void in me, i explore fluency extremism, the double edged sword of ...
grandma issues, waking up sad, and the encouragement of a flop
04 Aug 2023
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 008 🕳️ the relief of aversion, anti-hobbies, depressive optimism, wintering in spirit, a plea for less neuroticism, the problem with “b...
soured feelings, nudism, and childhood sweethearts
01 Jul 2023
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 007 🤞 anhedonia, the pain and pleasure of commemorative friendships, my attachment to romanticism, and not wanting to return home.. STAY TU...
giving into my impulses and finding meaning in humiliating ways
02 Jun 2023
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 006 🔓 using my conversational skills for evil, policing theater kids, the stigma of doing things, frodoic appearances, and trusting my own ...
dopamine crashes, little mysteries, and necessary resets
01 May 2023
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 005 🌀 i was robbed this month by total dopamine withdrawal freefall. my tolerance? blasted. my extroversion? accelerated. my system? oh i r...
deleting my fantasies, revisiting popularity, and piscean struggling
01 Apr 2023
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 004 🌼 a chunky one. going through old facebook messages, the shifting nature of perfectionism, detaching myself from outcomes, shadow artis...
escaping my self-consciousness, dramatic changes, and craving connection
02 Mar 2023
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 003 🌸 februaryism, kiking with my phlebotomist, spinning, depriving myself, neckbearding, and not actually knowing what i look like. a triu...
friendship anxiety, ego problems, and bizarre attraction
01 Feb 2023
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 002 🐇 the meaning of REVELATORIUM, sound baths, my fear of being unknown, being bad at being bad at things, januaryism, and boundary settin...
clashes, withdrawal, and not-so-secret admirers
06 Jan 2023
Contributed by Lukas
EPISODE 001 ❄️ what i'm leaving in december + what i'm taking into this january. welcome to the inaugural episode of REVELATORIUM: my inner world,...