解放或许从来不是完成时大约在25-30岁那个阶段，我非常渴望名牌包包和鞋子。因为个头矮小，鞋柜里几乎都是7公分以上的高跟鞋。我在文字中时常写到一个穿着高跟鞋奔跑的都市女性，她有很多丝纱的连衣裙，小香风的外套。浮华并非虚无，而是美好与丰盛。迫切想要证明自己的努力和成长，远离故乡的我并不失败，未来也一定会越来越好，爱我的人，房子和车子，一切都会有的。近十年来，我基本只穿衬衫、球鞋、牛仔裤，背布包，我的生活发生了多次巨变，生命的力量似乎远不如从前，42岁的我，全然没能活成年少时想象的模样。许多年少时未能觉知的问题，在30岁之后开始逐一爆发，十多年间都在宿命般的困扰中苦苦挣扎，至今依然没有找到出口。它们重复出现，重复被诉说，循环往复，没有停歇。此刻，我只能对自己说，人生的解放不是完成时，而是进行时。我把希望寄托给50岁、60岁，并祈祷自己可以平安活到70岁。感恩的是，有可以信任和守护的人，有相伴的朋友，有倾听者。我并非一无所有。
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