Abbie Chatfield

There's been worse things.

But it just made me feel so fucking sick.

And the reason why I'm telling this story is because, A, interesting and weird situation.

Also, telling me what content to do.

She was, like, pitching herself and telling me –

And telling me what content that I should do.

And it's like, also guys, when you talk to me, the last thing I want to talk about is content work.

Like I don't want to sit here and talk about what I should talk about on my podcast or what I'm, I'm here with my fucking friends on a Friday night at an industry event, having a chat, wanting to have a wine and,

And I'm here with someone telling me it happens all the time.

That's the other thing.

People have no other in and they want to talk to me and they tell me what I should talk about in the podcast.

And more often than not, it is like dark, awful topics.

And I go,

I appreciate that but I don't – it's completely inappropriate and I actually am like even anxious to say this because I think that people are going to be like, oh, she's so ungrateful and she's such a fucking bitch and does that mean she's being fake whenever she's nice to people?

It's like I'm not being fake but like also if you see me hiding behind something like regularly –

When I'm at a bar, I will go and hide somewhere because I don't want anyone to see me.

If I'm even like Adam and I would be like out at a cafe and we'll intentionally choose a chair behind a pole.

The other day we were somewhere in Sydney in a park and we chose to stand behind a tree and someone came behind the tree and it's like,

like the reason why we were hiding behind a tree was because I just had a panic attack.

So it's like I also have the full range of emotions in the day and I don't owe you to be what I am on the podcast or what I am on social media.