Abbie Chatfield

And I said, I'm not doing that.

I'm an adult.

yeah i go i i've done it before i've done it before and you guys always use the fucking blowing kisses photo and i say on set i don't want to they go just give us some for options and i go no because that's an option give you other options yeah because i know that i won't approve it so same with these outfits if i sit there and i go oh people pleasing maybe i do like the cut of it

I do like the cut.

Oh, I don't know.

Maybe if I do that whole charade that neurotypicals are doing every fucking day on their fucking Zoom calls and they're going, maybe I like this.

Then we're an hour in.

We've taken the fucking photos and we can't fucking use any of them because I've gone, actually, I go home and I go, actually, I fucking hate this.

So what I do now, and this might help some people, I don't know, is going, listen, I've got ADHD.

I'm very blunt and I –

When I'm saying, if I say I hate that idea or not for me or if I say I don't know what people in 9 to 5, oh, the PowerPoint colours are ugly or something.

I don't know.

I don't know.

Think of some examples for yourselves, girls.

I can't understand all of you.

But.

Just saying it's honestly not personal because it really, really isn't.

It's actually more about efficiency and being a bit impatient as well going, I can't do this faff.

I can't faff around anymore for 20 minutes at the start of a fucking Zoom call talking about how everyone's fucking day was.

Just tell me what the fuck I have to do with this fucking thing.