Abby

Like what time?

And then I just feel like it just like kickstarts me into like, I don't know.

I know.

Okay.

So say I do my mascara and I'm like, oh my gosh, my eyes, like they're really standing out.

And then you start to notice the things naturally about yourself that you really like.

And so it's like less of a crutch and more of just like a,

Kickstart.

I don't know.

Like find things that make you feel more confident.

Like if there's a certain way you do your hair or like a little bit of makeup or an outfit that you feel like really flatters you.

I feel like that's just the thing that you can kickstart you into like social settings in which you're going to have people that are like actually going to like speak life into you and like

fulfill you in other ways and kind of get you out of that headspace where it's like the only thing that matters is like how I look, which maybe that is like how it feels.

But then once you're out like, oh, people like me because I'm funny or people like me because like they like the things I have to say or the energy I bring to a room.

And it's like maybe that's just all it takes to get you in those settings.

Mm hmm.

you know i don't know when i'm like in a down world i'm like i think i just need to like curl my hair yeah do a little mascara and then get out get out of my space and be with other people and that really kind of helps like get your thoughts out of your own head yeah yeah that's good thanks for saying that that question hi guys this is kamari i have been watching you all for quite some time my question is how do you find the strength to keep going as a mother

It's fresh for me still.

But yeah, you saying that does reveal in me.

I feel like there was a lot of times, especially at the beginning, where I was like, I'm not showing up at all for my kids because I'm just so wrapped up in my own grief.