Abby
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
I kept trying and they would do these dances and they would teach the dance and they would say things like one, two, three, four, five, go home.
Now I understand that like for someone who's severely dissociated and disembodied, there's a reason why this was so hard for me and is so hard for me.
And then I don't know if you remember, Sissy, but one time, like the third time, the third tryout.
And they're all six months apart.
This is going on forever.
Okay?
Remember the lady who was running it said, oh.
It was like four of us trying out.
And I was just standing still.
And then she said, oh, honey.
Because, you know, it's like your English teacher or whatever doing that.
The auditions.
And anyway, she said, do you want to try again?
Do it yourself.
And I said, okay.
And so the other people sat down.
The trying.
I'm always trying so hard.
You didn't during those tryouts.
You can't see it.