Alea O'Shea

So crazy.

We've gone from one side of the spectrum to the other.

of spice jars and yeah so that way you don't have to be buying or like sticking a knife in it to like try and break it up that's crazy i always thought it was just to play with like just with a random glass at the bottom i just thought it was like for grip or no so that's what it is yeah i love that all right what's your life lesson

Wait, what is Google Scholar?

gets all serious.

No definitely not the quarter life crisis I was expecting like was expecting a crash out but not of this sort.

So yeah I was in LA on a brand trip with Adobe and I lost feeling in both of these fingers and I was like oh weird I must have pinched a nerve.

Got home had a kidney infection that was just a side quest and I was like I really need to see my physio for these fingers.

Got out after like a week went and saw my physio and he was like

something's not right like I think you need to go back to the hospital and get a brain scan I start sobbing not because I think anything's bad but because I was so over being in the hospital at that point like I'd never been in hospital or had a surgery before any of this it was just like hospital trauma but thank god I went back because they found something on my brain

And it was a back and forth for a while, whether it was an infection or a tumor, so on and so forth.

And then eventually they were like, I've actually never shared my actual diagnosis.

And that is something I will keep to myself.

But two broke chicks exclusive.

They were like, it's an incurable high-grade brain cancer.

And a lot of brain cancers are incurable, which...

I didn't know before getting it, like, how much of a difference there is between different cancers.

Like, you just think it's, oh, you get it, you do the treatment, like, so on and so forth.

But with this one, I've realized, like...

No brain cancer especially.