Alex Cooper

Like it had to be that way.

I wanted us to be able to embrace and kiss and celebrate.

And so I sat there going back and forth because my big mouth, you guys, it literally took everything in me not to be like, Matt, babe, get off the plane.

He's like, we're sitting on a hot tarmac.

I'm like, get off the plane.

I'm like, emergency.

But I'm like, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

I gotta just, I calmed myself down and thought, you know what?

Maybe, maybe this is gonna be a beautiful solo journey that I have to go on for the next four days or so, okay?

Just really sitting alone with the news until my husband comes home on Friday night.

I can try to really connect with my body.

I can read some books, download every single app there possibly is to download.

And I will say that it worked.

It worked for about four hours.

Guys, those next few days were actually torture.

I am sitting alone with the fact that I am pregnant and I can't tell my husband because he's away on a work trip and I refuse to do it over the phone.

And every single day and night that Matt and I talked on the phone...

I was bursting.

I was bursting to the point where he was like, you're acting like a little off.

Like, is everything okay?