Alex Cooper

speak it into existence because I don't know like I feel like I'm a very certain person and I'll be honest I felt very disoriented about how uncertain I felt about this one thing in my life and also I knew Matt was ready and although I knew he wouldn't ever show it, of course he was going to have some level of disappointment on his end. And so I told him all of this.

speak it into existence because I don't know like I feel like I'm a very certain person and I'll be honest I felt very disoriented about how uncertain I felt about this one thing in my life and also I knew Matt was ready and although I knew he wouldn't ever show it, of course he was going to have some level of disappointment on his end. And so I told him all of this.

I remember we were just sitting, eating dinner at our house one night, and I just kind of word vomited it all. I was like, Matt, I know you know that I've been thinking about this, but I need you to really understand what I've been thinking and what I'm going through and what I'm thinking about. And It always makes me emotional because I remember I'm like going on and on and on like I do.

I remember we were just sitting, eating dinner at our house one night, and I just kind of word vomited it all. I was like, Matt, I know you know that I've been thinking about this, but I need you to really understand what I've been thinking and what I'm going through and what I'm thinking about. And It always makes me emotional because I remember I'm like going on and on and on like I do.

I remember we were just sitting, eating dinner at our house one night, and I just kind of word vomited it all. I was like, Matt, I know you know that I've been thinking about this, but I need you to really understand what I've been thinking and what I'm going through and what I'm thinking about. And It always makes me emotional because I remember I'm like going on and on and on like I do.

And that Matt literally like grabbed me and like put me on his lap. And he was like, look at me. I'm going to cry. He was like, look at me, Alex. How long have you been carrying this? He was like, I love you so much when it is the right time. it will be the right time. I love you and I will support you no matter fucking what. And oh my god.

And that Matt literally like grabbed me and like put me on his lap. And he was like, look at me. I'm going to cry. He was like, look at me, Alex. How long have you been carrying this? He was like, I love you so much when it is the right time. it will be the right time. I love you and I will support you no matter fucking what. And oh my god.

And that Matt literally like grabbed me and like put me on his lap. And he was like, look at me. I'm going to cry. He was like, look at me, Alex. How long have you been carrying this? He was like, I love you so much when it is the right time. it will be the right time. I love you and I will support you no matter fucking what. And oh my god.

I'm just so beyond grateful that Matt could not have been more supportive. He is He is truly the best partner to me. And he is so loving and supportive and selfless. And I know he is going to be... Oh my God. Okay. I know he's going to be the most incredible father to our babies. But... I realized... I need more time. And that's tough to... say out loud, but... I realized...

I'm just so beyond grateful that Matt could not have been more supportive. He is He is truly the best partner to me. And he is so loving and supportive and selfless. And I know he is going to be... Oh my God. Okay. I know he's going to be the most incredible father to our babies. But... I realized... I need more time. And that's tough to... say out loud, but... I realized...

I'm just so beyond grateful that Matt could not have been more supportive. He is He is truly the best partner to me. And he is so loving and supportive and selfless. And I know he is going to be... Oh my God. Okay. I know he's going to be the most incredible father to our babies. But... I realized... I need more time. And that's tough to... say out loud, but... I realized...

I need time to live a little more before I enter the next beautiful chapter of my life. And I'm in no way saying I have to stop everything once I'm a mom. If anything, what I'm saying is I want to be so fucking present. I want to be capable of being the mom to my children that my mom was to me and my siblings. My mom worked.

I need time to live a little more before I enter the next beautiful chapter of my life. And I'm in no way saying I have to stop everything once I'm a mom. If anything, what I'm saying is I want to be so fucking present. I want to be capable of being the mom to my children that my mom was to me and my siblings. My mom worked.

I need time to live a little more before I enter the next beautiful chapter of my life. And I'm in no way saying I have to stop everything once I'm a mom. If anything, what I'm saying is I want to be so fucking present. I want to be capable of being the mom to my children that my mom was to me and my siblings. My mom worked.

She was so motivated in her career and she still gave us everything we needed and more. And so I just felt in my body that I want to grind at work and I want to be selfish a little longer. I want to enjoy what I've worked so fucking hard for. I want to go on a weekend trip with my husband and fuck and have no responsibilities after the longest work week.

She was so motivated in her career and she still gave us everything we needed and more. And so I just felt in my body that I want to grind at work and I want to be selfish a little longer. I want to enjoy what I've worked so fucking hard for. I want to go on a weekend trip with my husband and fuck and have no responsibilities after the longest work week.

She was so motivated in her career and she still gave us everything we needed and more. And so I just felt in my body that I want to grind at work and I want to be selfish a little longer. I want to enjoy what I've worked so fucking hard for. I want to go on a weekend trip with my husband and fuck and have no responsibilities after the longest work week.

I want to throw unwell parties after a million meetings that week, get on a plane and go fly and have drinks with the daddy gang. I want to host events where we get to talk and connect and meet and celebrate everything we've built, which is this gorgeous, incredible community of women. And so this past year, that's what I've been doing. I've been being selfish and I've been living.

I want to throw unwell parties after a million meetings that week, get on a plane and go fly and have drinks with the daddy gang. I want to host events where we get to talk and connect and meet and celebrate everything we've built, which is this gorgeous, incredible community of women. And so this past year, that's what I've been doing. I've been being selfish and I've been living.

I want to throw unwell parties after a million meetings that week, get on a plane and go fly and have drinks with the daddy gang. I want to host events where we get to talk and connect and meet and celebrate everything we've built, which is this gorgeous, incredible community of women. And so this past year, that's what I've been doing. I've been being selfish and I've been living.