Alex Cooper

And then I immediately got right back up and I was like, I need to take another test.

What if it's a false positive?

Like I need to see it again.

to believe it, let's get back in there.

And so there it was, second test, positive.

And then I was so annoyed, swerve, not because I was pregnant, but because my husband had just boarded his flight and there was no way in hell that I was going to tell this man over the phone.

Like, I'm like, I need to tell Matthew in person.

Like it had to be that way.

I wanted us to be able to embrace and kiss and celebrate.

And so I sat there going back and forth because my big mouth, you guys, it literally took everything in me not to be like, Matt, babe, get off the plane.

He's like, we're sitting on a hot tarmac.

I'm like, get off the plane.

I'm like, emergency.

But I'm like, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

I gotta just, I calmed myself down and thought, you know what?

Maybe, maybe this is gonna be a beautiful solo journey that I have to go on for the next four days or so, okay?

Just really sitting alone with the news until my husband comes home on Friday night.

I can try to really connect with my body.

I can read some books, download every single app there possibly is to download.

And I will say that it worked.