Alex Cooper

It worked for about four hours.

Guys, those next few days were actually torture.

I am sitting alone with the fact that I am pregnant and I can't tell my husband because he's away on a work trip and I refuse to do it over the phone.

And every single day and night that Matt and I talked on the phone...

I was bursting.

I was bursting to the point where he was like, you're acting like a little off.

Like, is everything okay?

I wanted to scream because we're having a baby.

But I was like, no, yeah, just like so tired from work.

It's just like hard day at work, literally.

turmoil and i will also say once i commit my mind to something i am locked in okay matt was going to be the first person i told no matter what i wasn't going to tell my friends i wasn't going to tell my mom i wasn't going to you know tell the random guy at the coffee shop because trust me it was tempting it honestly really pained me um but no it had to be matt

Because why?

I don't think anyone would ask why.

But just to take you through my thought process, like I just had this feeling like we did this together and he deserves to be the first person to know.

And there's no one I want to tell more in the world than him.

And I want us to just be able to hold this moment alone together before anyone else gets involved.

And so for the next four days, I lost my mind.

Also, when I think back to this, I remember another added layer was like the morning that I found out that I was pregnant.

You guys, I had a call her daddy interview that day.

And listen, I love my guests.