Alex Cooper

Like, okay, so if I delay the process one year now, then I'm going to get pregnant when I'm about...

Like, okay, so if I delay the process one year now, then I'm going to get pregnant when I'm about...

Like, okay, so if I delay the process one year now, then I'm going to get pregnant when I'm about...

you know 31 and so then now I'm not having a baby until I'm 32 and ideally if I'm able to get pregnant like I don't want one I want I want more than one and so then I'm like and I'm doing all this like fucking math in my head and I I think I started to like get so anxious and panicked and I started to feel like it was all just like getting away from me and I was losing this precious time and it

you know 31 and so then now I'm not having a baby until I'm 32 and ideally if I'm able to get pregnant like I don't want one I want I want more than one and so then I'm like and I'm doing all this like fucking math in my head and I I think I started to like get so anxious and panicked and I started to feel like it was all just like getting away from me and I was losing this precious time and it

you know 31 and so then now I'm not having a baby until I'm 32 and ideally if I'm able to get pregnant like I don't want one I want I want more than one and so then I'm like and I'm doing all this like fucking math in my head and I I think I started to like get so anxious and panicked and I started to feel like it was all just like getting away from me and I was losing this precious time and it

was this all-encompassing, overwhelming feeling. And so, of course, I had moments, I'll admit, when I started to think, fuck it, just try and suck it up. Like maybe once I'm pregnant, I'll feel differently. But then I always came back to like, I just know myself and I know in my gut, like I need more time. And so all of this was going through my head and I was spiraling.

was this all-encompassing, overwhelming feeling. And so, of course, I had moments, I'll admit, when I started to think, fuck it, just try and suck it up. Like maybe once I'm pregnant, I'll feel differently. But then I always came back to like, I just know myself and I know in my gut, like I need more time. And so all of this was going through my head and I was spiraling.

was this all-encompassing, overwhelming feeling. And so, of course, I had moments, I'll admit, when I started to think, fuck it, just try and suck it up. Like maybe once I'm pregnant, I'll feel differently. But then I always came back to like, I just know myself and I know in my gut, like I need more time. And so all of this was going through my head and I was spiraling.

And so I knew I needed to tell Matt. I wasn't nervous about his reaction because I know the man that I married is always going to support me. I think if anything, it was almost like I was more hesitant to

And so I knew I needed to tell Matt. I wasn't nervous about his reaction because I know the man that I married is always going to support me. I think if anything, it was almost like I was more hesitant to

And so I knew I needed to tell Matt. I wasn't nervous about his reaction because I know the man that I married is always going to support me. I think if anything, it was almost like I was more hesitant to

speak it into existence because I don't know like I feel like I'm a very certain person and I'll be honest I felt very disoriented about how uncertain I felt about this one thing in my life and also I knew Matt was ready and although I knew he wouldn't ever show it, of course he was going to have some level of disappointment on his end. And so I told him all of this.

speak it into existence because I don't know like I feel like I'm a very certain person and I'll be honest I felt very disoriented about how uncertain I felt about this one thing in my life and also I knew Matt was ready and although I knew he wouldn't ever show it, of course he was going to have some level of disappointment on his end. And so I told him all of this.

speak it into existence because I don't know like I feel like I'm a very certain person and I'll be honest I felt very disoriented about how uncertain I felt about this one thing in my life and also I knew Matt was ready and although I knew he wouldn't ever show it, of course he was going to have some level of disappointment on his end. And so I told him all of this.

I remember we were just sitting, eating dinner at our house one night, and I just kind of word vomited it all. I was like, Matt, I know you know that I've been thinking about this, but I need you to really understand what I've been thinking and what I'm going through and what I'm thinking about. And It always makes me emotional because I remember I'm like going on and on and on like I do.

I remember we were just sitting, eating dinner at our house one night, and I just kind of word vomited it all. I was like, Matt, I know you know that I've been thinking about this, but I need you to really understand what I've been thinking and what I'm going through and what I'm thinking about. And It always makes me emotional because I remember I'm like going on and on and on like I do.

I remember we were just sitting, eating dinner at our house one night, and I just kind of word vomited it all. I was like, Matt, I know you know that I've been thinking about this, but I need you to really understand what I've been thinking and what I'm going through and what I'm thinking about. And It always makes me emotional because I remember I'm like going on and on and on like I do.

And that Matt literally like grabbed me and like put me on his lap. And he was like, look at me. I'm going to cry. He was like, look at me, Alex. How long have you been carrying this? He was like, I love you so much when it is the right time. it will be the right time. I love you and I will support you no matter fucking what. And oh my god.

And that Matt literally like grabbed me and like put me on his lap. And he was like, look at me. I'm going to cry. He was like, look at me, Alex. How long have you been carrying this? He was like, I love you so much when it is the right time. it will be the right time. I love you and I will support you no matter fucking what. And oh my god.