Alex Cooper

Like I'm the funny one.

Like if we look at it with sober eyes now, I'm like, okay,

Why am I just like...

You know what I mean?

Right.

Do you find that in your in the past?

Because I know you're in a relationship over five years, which we're going to get to.

But in the past, have you found that within yourself where you're like still lightly looking for to feel desired the minute you're in a relationship?

Does it does the spark go?

No, I think I've always just it could come from anywhere.

It's not really about the relationship again, because like right now and has been from the start.

My boyfriend is

fantastic like i love him and um i can't i i i can't not be honest to him because he also like he will just see right through me and uh he's so patient and he's so understanding and um i think having some sort of crush like we obviously spoke about it and uh he could tell like immediately he's like so what's going on you know what i mean like what's up with you

how did you handle that you just have to talk about it it's actually not that it doesn't have to be dramatic and then you just say how you feel and he know he knows me better almost than i know myself because he also knows that we call actually saying i'm a woman but this person that craves this validation we call her the girl and sometimes the girl pops out and she wants to like

roam around town but the girl is kind of gone now girl is gone because you're a woman now zara yes yes we and so your boyfriend was like he was okay like he was like i wouldn't say okay i wouldn't say okay but you got through it yeah like it wasn't it wasn't like very dramatic it was just like

What I'm saying that he wasn't okay.

He wasn't like, it's fine by me, baby.

But he was just like, let's have an honest conversation because that's all you can have.

Have you ever been cheated on?

Yes.