Alex

I couldn't help but let out a few whimpers in both pain and fear.

I'm still shaking from the experience, but I don't think it seemed to care, so long as I kept my eyes closed.

It left at some point, but even after hearing the door close, I couldn't shake off the feeling of it staring me down.

I never felt so small and helpless in my life, and unfortunately, and still balled up in a fetal position on the bed, just how it left me.

Guys, I don't know what to do.

Again, some of you might not understand this, and it might sound silly, but I always believed that God is with you no matter what situation you're in.

I don't feel that now.

I feel completely and utterly alone.

Has everything been a lie?

Have I been following someone who never existed to begin with?

Why would he ever put me through something like this?

What did I do to ever deserve it?

It's 3.37.

I have five minutes left.

God help me, save me.

Truna hasn't come back yet.

I miss her so much, but if what the list says is true, never going to see her again.

If you're still reading this, thank you for getting this far.

If I do survive, I'm going to tell you what happens in the morning.

Until then, thank you for reading what I have to say.