Alexandra

And I do love to make him happy.

And I guess starting early on, you know, we seem to be very well aligned, you know, with libido and all of that.

And, you know, he definitely was very verbal about how much he enjoyed everything.

And so I think I'm just a person in general who probably thrives off praise.

And wanting to keep the momentum of like, oh, he's really loving this, which I guess, you know, equated to he's really loving me.

So that just kept the momentum going.

I think I would, well, I really do want a little bit of what I'm intimidated by.

Like I, I know I want slower.

I want it to start earlier on in the day with intention.

Um, and I don't want to get to bed and be going right for it.

Um, you know, definitely much more warm up.

Um, and, and during like, I, I really would like to have, uh, the sense like this is, it's completely on me, but,

I don't feel like I can make eye contact during, and I would really like to be able to do that.

Yeah, I do.

Um, yeah, I'm working towards that.

You know, I think there were moments of our conversation last night where, uh, maybe not in that direct of a way I, which I need to work on.

Um, I, I let him know that all of those extra Google sketches were getting exhausting for me.

Yeah, that's definitely what it feels like is happening.

Right.

Yeah, and I think he would absolutely be on board.