Allison

Yeah, and that's exactly what it is.

I think just being involved with a man that was emotionally mature, access something in me.

And I was actually trying to be mature in a relationship for the first time, I guess.

And that's why it feels hard to give up because I was trying so hard.

Like I put my big adult foot forward and I was trying to be proper in this relationship.

But it feels like I can't fight this one.

Where do I find them?

Do I have to build my own?

It's not that bad, but there's always something.

And it's just so strange.

But the something doesn't have to be that bad, but it's something that it's just like, okay, they're not ready for anything.

Yes, I think that I think, again, just dating a man in that position, you were right.

I was like, he's a husband.

He's a dad.

I just I just liked the look of that.

Or maybe that made me see that he was more mature than he is.

And clearly he's not as emotionally mature as I expected.

Yeah, I completely agree.

You're right.

I, he doesn't need more stress on his plate and I'm just digging myself and a hole getting nowhere.