Alyssa

And that's how I've been feeling, for sure.

I know he laughed because he knows I emailed in and then he laughed.

He's like, that would be really cool.

And he's like, I would go on there and then he can hear my side.

And then I, and then I laughed.

I was like, I don't even think I'll get on.

And then he,

And then he laughed it off too, but he would like, he would get on for sure.

Oh, if we didn't have kids, he would be gone.

If we didn't have kids, we'd be done.

dealing with finance like he's thinking about finances he's thinking about work and doing all that stuff and and then even our counselor looked at him and was like yeah but that's a different reality like you're not in reality you don't have to deal with the everyday issues like if i get 15 minutes to listen to a packer podcast and mentally check out i'm that's like a win yeah

Yeah.

And see you grocery shop.

He hasn't grocery shopped in 15 years.

Yeah, well, he laughs at that because I brought the laundry thing up.

I was like, yeah, Nick, that's like something he really likes in the relationship.

No, I agree.

And I know when he comes home, he just wants everything to be kind of normal because it's Christmas.

But then in my head, I'm like, who cares if it's Christmas?

Like, this is what you wanted.