Amanda Doyle

It feels illegal.

It feels illegal.

It feels illegal.

Like you said, it's never ending. Yeah, absolutely. Intentional. Being intentional, to me, as I was reading your work, I was like, that's it. That's the whole ballgame. Because it feels like when you are growing up, again, you have these... automatic survival responses to get you through it. And you can live your whole damn life that way.

Like you said, it's never ending. Yeah, absolutely. Intentional. Being intentional, to me, as I was reading your work, I was like, that's it. That's the whole ballgame. Because it feels like when you are growing up, again, you have these... automatic survival responses to get you through it. And you can live your whole damn life that way.

Like you said, it's never ending. Yeah, absolutely. Intentional. Being intentional, to me, as I was reading your work, I was like, that's it. That's the whole ballgame. Because it feels like when you are growing up, again, you have these... automatic survival responses to get you through it. And you can live your whole damn life that way.

The whole way through, you could just keep operating on like your system default coding. But it's when those moments where you look and you say like, no, I want to do something on purpose. I don't want to do something because it's coded. I want to take an intentional action.

The whole way through, you could just keep operating on like your system default coding. But it's when those moments where you look and you say like, no, I want to do something on purpose. I don't want to do something because it's coded. I want to take an intentional action.

The whole way through, you could just keep operating on like your system default coding. But it's when those moments where you look and you say like, no, I want to do something on purpose. I don't want to do something because it's coded. I want to take an intentional action.

Like when your baby was born and you suddenly had the mirror of her reflection back at you and you said, no, I'm going to do something on purpose now. When you met Ryan and you were like, no, I, my coding says, hell no, run, run, red alert. I'm going to on purpose choose you.

Like when your baby was born and you suddenly had the mirror of her reflection back at you and you said, no, I'm going to do something on purpose now. When you met Ryan and you were like, no, I, my coding says, hell no, run, run, red alert. I'm going to on purpose choose you.

Like when your baby was born and you suddenly had the mirror of her reflection back at you and you said, no, I'm going to do something on purpose now. When you met Ryan and you were like, no, I, my coding says, hell no, run, run, red alert. I'm going to on purpose choose you.

What are our daily on purpose intentional acts that aren't based on survival, but are based on our choice to do and act a certain way to lead our lives? What are those daily practices that we can begin doing? to have ease even in the act of being intentional because that is an odd place to be if you've just been reacting to coding your whole life.

What are our daily on purpose intentional acts that aren't based on survival, but are based on our choice to do and act a certain way to lead our lives? What are those daily practices that we can begin doing? to have ease even in the act of being intentional because that is an odd place to be if you've just been reacting to coding your whole life.

What are our daily on purpose intentional acts that aren't based on survival, but are based on our choice to do and act a certain way to lead our lives? What are those daily practices that we can begin doing? to have ease even in the act of being intentional because that is an odd place to be if you've just been reacting to coding your whole life.

You mean correctly.

You mean correctly.

You mean correctly.

Damn, Alexelle. You talked a little bit, Alex, earlier about self-soothing. Can we talk a little bit more about that? Because it's so fascinating to me.

Damn, Alexelle. You talked a little bit, Alex, earlier about self-soothing. Can we talk a little bit more about that? Because it's so fascinating to me.