Amanda Doyle

Yeah. Because you're like, I can't explain it. It's just his energy. And then the glamour one, it is so subtle too, because the person who's showing up and quote unquote doing things for you, but they are not connected with what you need or want or even the way that you feel.

Yeah. Because you're like, I can't explain it. It's just his energy. And then the glamour one, it is so subtle too, because the person who's showing up and quote unquote doing things for you, but they are not connected with what you need or want or even the way that you feel.

Yes. They're more about that person's perception of themselves and what a good partner would do as opposed to meeting you anywhere where you are. So again, you're in the therapist's office being like, I don't know. I'm kind of just really pissed at my person because they just brought me flowers.

Yes. They're more about that person's perception of themselves and what a good partner would do as opposed to meeting you anywhere where you are. So again, you're in the therapist's office being like, I don't know. I'm kind of just really pissed at my person because they just brought me flowers.

Yes. They're more about that person's perception of themselves and what a good partner would do as opposed to meeting you anywhere where you are. So again, you're in the therapist's office being like, I don't know. I'm kind of just really pissed at my person because they just brought me flowers.

And you feel like a complete crazy person because what you really wanted was them to just sit with you and talk with you. But somehow things aren't lining up and you can never, ever put your hands on what the thing is.

And you feel like a complete crazy person because what you really wanted was them to just sit with you and talk with you. But somehow things aren't lining up and you can never, ever put your hands on what the thing is.

And you feel like a complete crazy person because what you really wanted was them to just sit with you and talk with you. But somehow things aren't lining up and you can never, ever put your hands on what the thing is.

I'm ready. I'm ready.

I'm ready. I'm ready.

I'm ready. I'm ready.

Can we talk about that healing of lineage? Because your personal story... is really remarkable in that your mother and your grandmother lived in survival mode in raising the next generation. And then you were determined to break that cycle and found yourself pregnant by the time you were 18. And everything would have pointed to you continuing on the same cycle. What was it like?

Can we talk about that healing of lineage? Because your personal story... is really remarkable in that your mother and your grandmother lived in survival mode in raising the next generation. And then you were determined to break that cycle and found yourself pregnant by the time you were 18. And everything would have pointed to you continuing on the same cycle. What was it like?

Can we talk about that healing of lineage? Because your personal story... is really remarkable in that your mother and your grandmother lived in survival mode in raising the next generation. And then you were determined to break that cycle and found yourself pregnant by the time you were 18. And everything would have pointed to you continuing on the same cycle. What was it like?

in you that was so dramatic as to overcome all the myriad reasons why that cycle should have continued?

in you that was so dramatic as to overcome all the myriad reasons why that cycle should have continued?

in you that was so dramatic as to overcome all the myriad reasons why that cycle should have continued?

Yes. Yes. You talk also about growing up about how you learned not by just what you saw, but what you did not see. You said you were taught to hide and to be fearful and you were taught to be unhappy. And no one was telling you that, but you saw it by watching how the women who raised you behaved. And you said this, which I think is so beautiful.

Yes. Yes. You talk also about growing up about how you learned not by just what you saw, but what you did not see. You said you were taught to hide and to be fearful and you were taught to be unhappy. And no one was telling you that, but you saw it by watching how the women who raised you behaved. And you said this, which I think is so beautiful.

Yes. Yes. You talk also about growing up about how you learned not by just what you saw, but what you did not see. You said you were taught to hide and to be fearful and you were taught to be unhappy. And no one was telling you that, but you saw it by watching how the women who raised you behaved. And you said this, which I think is so beautiful.