Amanda

So...

All of that is to say, I will tell my damn story however the hell I want to for the rest of my life.

And I will continue to resist analyzing, criticizing, or pathologizing, or pretending to understand anyone else's life.

I will stick with myself.

Thank you.

There's something like that is about, it's presented as male and female, but I don't know.

It's anything that wants to explore inner life.

Is disregarded or shunned or, you know, that's women's stuff.

I mean, that's been going on forever.

Virginia Woolf.

Would have been, you know, that was because she was so focused on internal life and internal whatever that she would have been talked about as the like beach read of the time.

Right.

That was like so feminine.

I rarely think.

I have something to say and I'm going to say it.

I do sometimes like every once in a while, you know, the glad thing or for the freedom fleet or the, I do sometimes feel, feel that, but it's rarer than my feeling of like, I'm so curious about this thing.

Like, what is this?

What is this human experience?

And then the idea of like my Angelos, if, if, if I'm human, nothing human can be foreign to me.

That also means if I'm experiencing this,