Amber

He doesn't know.

He doesn't even know that they need doctor's appointments when, um,

they turn a certain age.

So like I handle all of that.

No, I'd say by the third, I was kind of like, go.

It's a little easier.

It's more easier when you're not there.

And, you know, he, I think, fell into a depression that I think it takes a lot to be with somebody like me, who I am very strong.

And like, I do...

run things, not only just work-wise, but household-wise.

And I think it takes a particular type of person to be able to handle that.

And I think he started to feel, particularly after our third, that he just fell into a depression.

And so I would try to pull him out of it and be like, let's go see somebody.

Let's get you out of this.

And he's had a very hard life.

He lost his brother and his dad and

lots of trauma that he just has never dealt with and refused to deal with it.

And so I think it all just kind of comes together.

And I think I got to a point where it was just like, I don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore.

Uh-huh.