Amy Griffin
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She didn't say a word, but I could feel the connection with her. And I could feel that I, the connection with her was so strong and the connection with John was so strong. And the connection with- But John wasn't there. John was not there. But all the people in my life, I feel like all roads led to this moment.
And in five minutes, I turned to the practitioner and I said, why is he here? Why is my teacher here? And then I said, I'm going to tell you everything.
And in five minutes, I turned to the practitioner and I said, why is he here? Why is my teacher here? And then I said, I'm going to tell you everything.
And in five minutes, I turned to the practitioner and I said, why is he here? Why is my teacher here? And then I said, I'm going to tell you everything.
For eight hours.
For eight hours.
For eight hours.
For eight hours. I just said it. I told her every single scenario, every single instance of the abuse, one after the other, it was linear. It was this, it was if I'm looking at this coffee cup, I would be able to tell you in 20 years exactly what the swirl of my coffee milk looked like.
For eight hours. I just said it. I told her every single scenario, every single instance of the abuse, one after the other, it was linear. It was this, it was if I'm looking at this coffee cup, I would be able to tell you in 20 years exactly what the swirl of my coffee milk looked like.
For eight hours. I just said it. I told her every single scenario, every single instance of the abuse, one after the other, it was linear. It was this, it was if I'm looking at this coffee cup, I would be able to tell you in 20 years exactly what the swirl of my coffee milk looked like.
It was reliving the experiences as I had them, but I was reliving the experiences in a way as such that I had so much compassion for myself. And I think it's so important to also say that I am not a doctor. I'm not a scientist. I have no medical background, but I am a one of one. And I could tell this story a thousand times over and I remember it exactly as it happened.
It was reliving the experiences as I had them, but I was reliving the experiences in a way as such that I had so much compassion for myself. And I think it's so important to also say that I am not a doctor. I'm not a scientist. I have no medical background, but I am a one of one. And I could tell this story a thousand times over and I remember it exactly as it happened.
It was reliving the experiences as I had them, but I was reliving the experiences in a way as such that I had so much compassion for myself. And I think it's so important to also say that I am not a doctor. I'm not a scientist. I have no medical background, but I am a one of one. And I could tell this story a thousand times over and I remember it exactly as it happened.
Well, the first time that I had a session, I was the observer. And I did not feel like I was in any danger because I already knew I knew this, I was watching it. Instead I had complete compassion for myself, complete love for that little girl that experienced it. It was like two sides of me met. That 12 year old side of me met the Amy in her forties. And it was as if we embraced
Well, the first time that I had a session, I was the observer. And I did not feel like I was in any danger because I already knew I knew this, I was watching it. Instead I had complete compassion for myself, complete love for that little girl that experienced it. It was like two sides of me met. That 12 year old side of me met the Amy in her forties. And it was as if we embraced
Well, the first time that I had a session, I was the observer. And I did not feel like I was in any danger because I already knew I knew this, I was watching it. Instead I had complete compassion for myself, complete love for that little girl that experienced it. It was like two sides of me met. That 12 year old side of me met the Amy in her forties. And it was as if we embraced
And no longer did I have to keep the secret. And it was also in that session that I realized that in many ways, and this is the real crux of all of it, that the secret is the hardest part. The secrets you're told to keep, they're not yours.
And no longer did I have to keep the secret. And it was also in that session that I realized that in many ways, and this is the real crux of all of it, that the secret is the hardest part. The secrets you're told to keep, they're not yours.
And no longer did I have to keep the secret. And it was also in that session that I realized that in many ways, and this is the real crux of all of it, that the secret is the hardest part. The secrets you're told to keep, they're not yours.
Well, I think that that's also a part of the journey. And that's a lot of the writing, too, in that along with the idea that I was pursuing this criminal investigation. I'm also pursuing this understanding of how could these memories be there and me not know about them. So I wanted to also perfect that. I wanted to have perfect answers. I wanted to have a perfect outcome. And so I did.