Amy

And that even grew more through the years.

Now I recognize shame is not a helpful feeling to have.

now i can see i'm not needing to put that blame on me i was young and learning my brain was not fully developed and it was a big first in my life of many firsts of relationships excitement attraction and all that and so it was a big deal for me as an 18 year old i've been able to finally come to terms with that and let the shame go and see it more realistically with a more level head and

Thank goodness, time and therapy and all of that has helped me come to a much more reasonable stance on it.

But also like, I know it's wrong.

I can see where I feel not at peace, but I feel like it is a chapter that I have put behind me and I don't really think about anymore.

Time has given me perspective and I'm grateful for that.

And I'm grateful to be able to see things for what they are.

That I was just a convenient young girl there at the right time at the right place.

Yeah, thank you for all the work that you and ABC do to share your stories, but also to let other survivors speak out and give people a venue to do that.

It's really important work.

但手勢也是很漂亮的意思就是說你不要害羞啦我可以讓你做壞人來面對這裡的一切不然怎麼會害羞啊你看寫詩的過程他那個心理師的味道就飄出來了我又把一些心理學的東西加進去

各位聽眾朋友大家好 歡迎大家來聽我們新鮮爛漏的精神科我是朱祁靈 祁氣魂你這樣說好像是蘇亞文的開場你知道嗎大家好我是Amy 今天有什麼動態意義開始呢因為我們今天要來討論的一件事有時候你講不出來講不出來

在那邊挑釁那是市長自己說要這樣說的我們就隨便他要第一次這樣不過我說的是我相信我們聽眾已經快受不了了到現在還說自己說什麼笑話

今年一月六號三個禮拜之前真的有夠厲害的剛才Amy是要唱我的台語嗎不是要唱你的台語 我想說我們今天聽眾朋友一定想說哇 大家的Q都不太一樣

因為我現在在台北工作 我說台語 旁邊的人就說你高雄人 高雄人聽不出來不 高雄人自己聽不出來所以我就想 為什麼你會這樣 說你高雄人唱得很重我心想 高雄人唱什麼 我真的不知道 因為我主持人聽 我辛苦旁邊的人都說台語

爸爸媽媽 我媽媽是台南人 我們是在高雄大學所以我們幾個父母都是高雄的台語所以我沒辦法對焦 你知道嗎想說爸爸的口音是怎樣 我的口音是怎樣主帥這樣聽到就是高雄人對 所以人家說我的口音很重 我想說有嗎 這樣

你說耳機耶 整個最好笑不然你現在掛好 頂掛 頂掛頂掛 頂掛 頂掛是不是最好笑很可愛 很可愛這樣頂掛這樣可以嗎這樣可以 這樣可以好 好 好 繼續繼續這樣後台語現在已經13.9萬耶在我們錄音的時候 很驚人的追蹤數耶你什麼時候開始學台語的

有時候我讀到我不會學台語我就問我媽媽我阿公阿嬤在學生的時候我也會問他我阿公阿嬤他們兩個不會學台語不會看台語但是他們兩個的台語非常好他們之前跟我有時候我去找他們玩的時候他們要買碗他們兩個人都說台語說日語給我聽我大喊我就聽到 哎唷 我要買碗

我發覺未來開始跟台語學接觸的時候我就覺得其實有的發音很詳細的就是漢字本身的發音還有一些詞都有沾染起來所以我當時就開始