Andrea Gunning

A lot of time passed and I'm sitting there thinking, what is going on?

And then I guess I fell asleep.

Next thing I remember, I kind of opened my eyes and looked up and I saw him laying like opposite from me.

Her eyes fluttered open.

She didn't know how much time had passed.

But Mike was awake.

He was lying with his head at the end of the bed.

He wasn't looking at Saskia.

He was on his laptop.

The open screen was facing me.

I saw what looked like a mostly naked back and butt with some light blue underpants on.

But just as quickly as she opened her eyes, she was getting sucked back into the darkness.

The drugs, the alcohol rushed in like a riptide, pulling her back into the depths.

She had been here once before, a few nights before her wedding.

But this time, she held onto the light.

She needed to remember.

So she focused on the glow of the screen.

I told myself, this is really important and I need to remember anything that I can.

And trust me, I was feeling pretty out of it.

I don't know how I was able to do this, but I remember looking and I saw the name Chatterbait.