Angie Moggy
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Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
You know, as I was watching their videos and just really resonating more and more and more with them.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I felt very, very strongly that Ron is my twin flame.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
Jeff and Shalia said, if you desire to be with your twin flame, you will be with your twin flame. If you do this and this thing is so bloody easy, anybody can do it. Like they guaranteed it. They guaranteed you will be with your twin flame. And that's what I was looking for because it had been so complicated for me up until this point.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I keep thinking, okay, I make progress and then it just keeps coming up. I'm like, what the hell?
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I've always been like kind of tomboyish. I never resonated with what my girlfriends were into. I was just someone who just threw on some eyeliner in the morning and ran out the door. But...
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I started like wearing bright red lipstick and doing my hair up really pretty, wearing dresses.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I really did start to really become attracted to myself and really see that I was actually a very beautiful woman.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I said, well, have your birthday like with your family, but I'm claiming you the day after. Let's get together and we'll go on a picnic or something like that.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
He came back and said his family had like a little cottage at the lake. Let's go to like my family's cottage instead.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I bought him like a pair of earrings I thought were perfect because they were like the twins.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I'd made fried chicken and mac and cheese and I knew he loved Doritos and pineapple. Like I put a lot of love, like you can taste the love in my food.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I had like lotioned myself up from head to toe with perfume. And I had this wig on that was red and black. Looked really awesome. Bought like fancy underwear.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I looked really, really good. And he looked like a complete slob. His hair looked greasy. He looked rough and tired. And he was wearing like ripped up, like dirty clothes.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
He practically ate the whole cake by himself.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
There was no electricity. There was no running water. No bathroom either, which was interesting. There was an outhouse at the top of the hill. They had like a 10-gallon pail with like a toilet seat attached to it.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
That's when things took a more romantic turn. And at one point, we lit a fire in the wood stove. The room was all dark because there was no electricity. And so it was just the fire from the wood stove was lighting up the cabin. And we were laying on the couch and we were cuddling. And I just like went for it. And kissed him. And he kissed me back.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
For something that I've desired for so long, and it's actually happening, we're having our first kiss. I was a believer. Like, I believed for that moment. I believed. And then he pulled back and said, I can't do this. And I was like, what, why? And he goes, I feel like I'm kissing my sister.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I was just so like, how could this day that I had been planning and looking forward to have gone so wrong? I was doing everything at the time. I was claiming him. I was choosing him. I had this wonderful opportunity and I blew it.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I was still like wearing the same clothes even because the shirt I was wearing smelled like him like really strongly. I was like a little baby with like the soothing blanket and I was just like kept smelling him on it. It's like, oh my gosh, kind of obsessive. But I mean, at the time it was like I was so lost. But then he sent me a message saying, did I leave my drill in your car?
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I remember seeing it when I got home that night. I was getting out of my car at my house. The interior light came on. I looked down and I said, oh my God, I said, his drill is in my car. So I messaged him back. I said, yeah, I have it. I said, like, did you want me to bring it over? Do you want to come pick it up or what?
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
Our friendship and whatever was going on, whatever connection, just was too dysfunctional to maintain and that he just wasn't interested in maintaining it and just, I wish you the best type thing.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
Then it was about a couple weeks after that. He started a relationship.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
Jeff immediately noticed and reached out to me and said, why did you leave? And I said, I'm just going to take a break for a while. He goes, you take a break and you'll never come back. Nobody ever does. He goes, you realize how close you are to healing your separation right now? And I'm like, well, it doesn't feel like it. And he goes, keep going. You're doing just fine.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
So I went back into the group. We were always told that we can't ruin things with our twin flame. You're always going to have another chance. Like, you can't ruin things.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I ask God, like, daily, just show me what it is I need to do because I'm willing to do anything at this point. You sure are.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
Yeah. Yeah, and I mean, and I have the opportunity because he's here.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
This drill was symbolic, because a drill is like a power tool. It was symbolic of me giving his masculinity back to him, me giving him the drill.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
Just do it. Just go in there confidently and just claim him. And, you know, this is your twin flame. There's no messing around.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
It was his younger brother. I asked for Ron, and he said he's at work. And I said, what time does he usually get home? And he said 5 o'clock. And I was there, like, shortly after 4 p.m.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
So I said, well, he left this in my car and I handed it over to his little brother and he goes, oh, okay, thanks.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
And then Jeff, he goes, oh, so you wimped out. I said, no, I didn't wimp out. I said, I went there. He goes, yeah, but he wasn't there. So you wimped out. It was my fault that it didn't work out because I didn't want it enough to make it happen. to create that in my reality.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I'm just going to, like, completely tell him everything. I just said, you know, Geronimo, and sent it to him.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
You have no idea how crazy all of this sounds. You really should get some help. I'm not your twin flame. This is just a sick obsession that you have with me. Don't contact me again. I won't read what you write. I wish you peace. But don't message me ever again.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I could not accept that my twin flame would talk to me like that. Someone who is like the love of my life, who I'm supposed to be the love of their life.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I had to follow what they told me to do. They knew best.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I no longer knew who I was. I was spiraling.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I've never really been someone who was lucky in love, never had like a really good relationship and stuff. Something that I always desired, of course, was love.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I always just kind of like jumped right into relationships and got serious really fast. No one ever really stuck around.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
It was just like, wow. Like, bam. Like, oh my God, what the hell was that? It just basically felt like I had just been, like, hit by, like, lightning.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
He just had these big bright eyes that just, I just met his eyes. Something just hit me at that moment. And I went home for the weekend and the rest of the weekend, that's all I thought about was him.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I certainly was not in a place in my life where I was even open to a relationship. I definitely wasn't looking for it. I'm a professional person. I'm not looking for it at work.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
I took three days off work, sick leave, just to avoid him.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
There was the undertone, the sexual tension. He would send me suggestive pictures of himself, or he would say things. He would get on FaceTime. He was in his underwear.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
He was running hot and cold all the time. It just felt like one big mind game, and I just, like, why is this so hard?
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
So it's funny, when I talk about the story, it sounds so much like I'm talking about someone else. I mean, if you knew me in my life, you would never, ever believe that I existed. I don't know, love just makes you be crazy, I swear.
Guru: Don't Cross Kat
What to Listen to Next: Twin Flames
They were just like an average couple. I guess they were probably in their 20s at the time. Just really young and sweet. I kind of liked them. And there were two words that stood out.