Anneke Lucas

So when they, and, and, and, and if you don't mind me talking a little bit about the psychology of this, because I was around it so much, obviously, and then I had to heal from it for 40 years.

So I'm 50, but I've been really actively healing for 40 years.

And, and,

It's that there is, you know, through Alistair Crowley, the do as thou wilt phrase becomes in the network and in the satanic sense, in the satanic of the network sense, because now Satanism is being normalized also.

And you have theistic Satanism and you have atheistic Satanism.

So that's just getting people in and

as a cover for what really happens at the top.

So what really happens at the top is all by invitation.

And it's the same with all secret societies.

It's only by invitation because it's the people who get what it's really about, that it's really about perversion.

Because if you can be a mason and you can go really far, you can be in the organization that Aleister Crowley founded and never get it.

And you can never get it and you can never get invited into the higher realms.

But once you get invited into these higher realms, it's about understanding that it is about power through perversion.

And what psychologically happens there is that the people who need the power are the ones who don't have the self-esteem and who need really very much to run away from their own unresolved childhood trauma and the pain that they can't handle.

That when you are traumatized as a child, when you're sexually abused, you carry a burden.

There's an exchange that happens when you're a child and you get sexually abused by an adult.

You take on the burden of shame and you're not carrying that and you can't get rid of it unless you heal.

But when you abuse a child as an adult, then that burden momentarily gets completely lifted off your shoulders.

Also, when you're a child and you're in this network and you get abused a lot, there's all these little parts in you that die.

When you are then in this...