Anneke Lucas

So powerful.

So when that flashback came, the next thought was, if that's true, I have to kill myself.

Jeez.

That was the program that was also there.

Yeah.

So I tried with the first therapist that I was with.

I had a few.

I had one therapist that kind of opened me up, but he was not really appropriate.

So then I went to his supervisor.

So the supervisor, she was open to abuse, sexual abuse, child sexual abuse from males.

She's not open to talking about mother.

Or she was not really open to talking about anything that was more extreme than sexual abuse, which was definitely coming at me.

So because I had a sense that there was sexual abuse, I did go into – she sent me to a doctor again, but he was also doing hypnotherapy.

And then I did recover quite quickly some memories of child sexual abuse by males, one in the family from very young, one that was surrounding the network of three boys.

It was again when I was 11.

Wow.

Not anything else.

No, it was hypnotherapy.

So it was actually, I was just getting the, I was just getting the, I was just getting the awareness of it.

Not anything else.