Anneke Lucas
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
You can't leave.
You have to pretend everything's good.
You have to keep the image high and you have to never speak out about anything that happens.
Well, 40 years.
Well, all combined, really, it's for me, from the beginning, therapy was what gave me the consciousness because I think you do need conscious awareness in order to heal from something.
So you need to go back.
I mean, it's not like you go conscious.
You try to.
I was just getting flashbacks in the 80s.
Talk therapy.
Talk therapy.
I did a little bit.
So I did, I started therapy in the 80s, but I was getting flashbacks.
But the therapist that I was working with as talk therapy was completely not open to it.
Right.
Because the flashbacks were horrific stuff.
The first flashback I got was near Skid Row in LA, downtown LA, and I smelled human feces.
And I had a flashback of a horrific S&M thing that I was put through as a child.
Yeah.
Yeah.