Anonymous Meth User 5
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I remember just being like really horny, really horny. You know, wanting to be like touched and like...
I remember just being like really horny, really horny. You know, wanting to be like touched and like...
I remember just being like really horny, really horny. You know, wanting to be like touched and like...
You know, I couldn't leave the house or drive because I was so paranoid. You know, I had like blankets covering all of my windows and I would just like stand there.
You know, I couldn't leave the house or drive because I was so paranoid. You know, I had like blankets covering all of my windows and I would just like stand there.
You know, I couldn't leave the house or drive because I was so paranoid. You know, I had like blankets covering all of my windows and I would just like stand there.
Because in my mind, I like knew somebody was out there watching me. You know, I don't know who it is. Maybe it's the cops or I don't know. And I would hear voices. I would hear my neighbors talking about me. And I'd be like, oh, my God. And, you know, I would turn my phone off and like turn electronics off because I knew there was like trackers and everything.
Because in my mind, I like knew somebody was out there watching me. You know, I don't know who it is. Maybe it's the cops or I don't know. And I would hear voices. I would hear my neighbors talking about me. And I'd be like, oh, my God. And, you know, I would turn my phone off and like turn electronics off because I knew there was like trackers and everything.
Because in my mind, I like knew somebody was out there watching me. You know, I don't know who it is. Maybe it's the cops or I don't know. And I would hear voices. I would hear my neighbors talking about me. And I'd be like, oh, my God. And, you know, I would turn my phone off and like turn electronics off because I knew there was like trackers and everything.
And it was so intense and it was just so dark.
And it was so intense and it was just so dark.
And it was so intense and it was just so dark.
I couldn't stop using. I couldn't stop thinking about it. I mean, I was like stealing it from people that I was hooking up with, using everything that I had really fast. And it got to a point where right around 21, I was like in my carpet, like looking through the carpet for like little shards of...
I couldn't stop using. I couldn't stop thinking about it. I mean, I was like stealing it from people that I was hooking up with, using everything that I had really fast. And it got to a point where right around 21, I was like in my carpet, like looking through the carpet for like little shards of...
I couldn't stop using. I couldn't stop thinking about it. I mean, I was like stealing it from people that I was hooking up with, using everything that I had really fast. And it got to a point where right around 21, I was like in my carpet, like looking through the carpet for like little shards of...
meth to put in a pipe and try to smoke i remember like vacuuming and like emptying the vacuum on my desk and like trying to like dig out little shards and we had a cat in this house that we lived at and i mean that you know kitty litter looks a lot there's like these crystals in kitty litter that looks a lot like it and i remember kind of just tasting gross stuff you know i'd put
meth to put in a pipe and try to smoke i remember like vacuuming and like emptying the vacuum on my desk and like trying to like dig out little shards and we had a cat in this house that we lived at and i mean that you know kitty litter looks a lot there's like these crystals in kitty litter that looks a lot like it and i remember kind of just tasting gross stuff you know i'd put
meth to put in a pipe and try to smoke i remember like vacuuming and like emptying the vacuum on my desk and like trying to like dig out little shards and we had a cat in this house that we lived at and i mean that you know kitty litter looks a lot there's like these crystals in kitty litter that looks a lot like it and i remember kind of just tasting gross stuff you know i'd put
stuff in the pipe and just try to get something out of it. I mean, I was so desperate. Yeah, the addiction was like full on. There was no stopping it.
stuff in the pipe and just try to get something out of it. I mean, I was so desperate. Yeah, the addiction was like full on. There was no stopping it.