Anonymous Meth User 5

stuff in the pipe and just try to get something out of it. I mean, I was so desperate. Yeah, the addiction was like full on. There was no stopping it.

I remember getting really angry and opening the door to confront them and nobody was there. I felt it rock my core. And I'm like, oh my God. I may have imagined that, but I think that's like my subconscious trying to fight for me. Like there's this part of me that wants to live. There's this part of me that wants to not do this anymore.

I remember getting really angry and opening the door to confront them and nobody was there. I felt it rock my core. And I'm like, oh my God. I may have imagined that, but I think that's like my subconscious trying to fight for me. Like there's this part of me that wants to live. There's this part of me that wants to not do this anymore.

I remember getting really angry and opening the door to confront them and nobody was there. I felt it rock my core. And I'm like, oh my God. I may have imagined that, but I think that's like my subconscious trying to fight for me. Like there's this part of me that wants to live. There's this part of me that wants to not do this anymore.

Like there's a part of me that's just like so tired of like the really dark life, the situations, the hearing the voices, the like the financial insecurity, the like feeling so alone. Like it just got to a point where I just, I was tired. And if... And if I didn't do anything, like, I felt like I was going to die. If I didn't do it myself, like, something was going to kill me.

Like there's a part of me that's just like so tired of like the really dark life, the situations, the hearing the voices, the like the financial insecurity, the like feeling so alone. Like it just got to a point where I just, I was tired. And if... And if I didn't do anything, like, I felt like I was going to die. If I didn't do it myself, like, something was going to kill me.

Like there's a part of me that's just like so tired of like the really dark life, the situations, the hearing the voices, the like the financial insecurity, the like feeling so alone. Like it just got to a point where I just, I was tired. And if... And if I didn't do anything, like, I felt like I was going to die. If I didn't do it myself, like, something was going to kill me.

So I just felt like it was like, I don't know. I'm not a religious person, but it felt like very spiritual to me. It was like something wanted me to live.

So I just felt like it was like, I don't know. I'm not a religious person, but it felt like very spiritual to me. It was like something wanted me to live.

So I just felt like it was like, I don't know. I'm not a religious person, but it felt like very spiritual to me. It was like something wanted me to live.

Yeah. I actually texted my sister and I said, hey, I want to be honest. I have a problem. I've been using meth for so long and I needed help. And I remember just immediately hear her calling me and like just bawling and being like, you know, we will help you. You are fine. We love you. And we just want you to be better.

Yeah. I actually texted my sister and I said, hey, I want to be honest. I have a problem. I've been using meth for so long and I needed help. And I remember just immediately hear her calling me and like just bawling and being like, you know, we will help you. You are fine. We love you. And we just want you to be better.

Yeah. I actually texted my sister and I said, hey, I want to be honest. I have a problem. I've been using meth for so long and I needed help. And I remember just immediately hear her calling me and like just bawling and being like, you know, we will help you. You are fine. We love you. And we just want you to be better.

I don't know why I just was so scared because I thought they were going to reject me and just be like, you know, that's disgusting. You're on your own. I don't know. I just thought like there was a chance that they just wouldn't respond the way that they had.

I don't know why I just was so scared because I thought they were going to reject me and just be like, you know, that's disgusting. You're on your own. I don't know. I just thought like there was a chance that they just wouldn't respond the way that they had.

I don't know why I just was so scared because I thought they were going to reject me and just be like, you know, that's disgusting. You're on your own. I don't know. I just thought like there was a chance that they just wouldn't respond the way that they had.

And now here I am, and now I'm like super happy and proud. I'm really excited to see what you do next. Yeah, thank you. Yeah, I'm excited.

And now here I am, and now I'm like super happy and proud. I'm really excited to see what you do next. Yeah, thank you. Yeah, I'm excited.

And now here I am, and now I'm like super happy and proud. I'm really excited to see what you do next. Yeah, thank you. Yeah, I'm excited.