Anthony

And, uh, she then reached out to me and start, you know, that started the, the, the relationship, um, which has been awesome.

It was, it's, you know, something I was dreaming about for 25 years.

Uh, and you know, just, I, I can't even, I can't even put into words what it's been like.

Um, the reason I'm calling, the only downside to that is, um,

I go back and forth with the situation as far as how I'm just scared to death to scare her away and contact her too much.

And then I go to one side and I think last year I went a full year without contacting her.

And she, of course, texted me and said, hey, what's up?

You still alive?

Everything okay?

And I said, yeah, absolutely.

I just don't want to bombard her.

You know, I'm just I'm really just looking for a kind of to help build a roadmap towards just a freaking awesome relationship with her moving forward.

Yeah.

Well, I mean, I can tell you, John, what, I mean, what I want, I have two other kids and I love my kids 110%.

You know, I don't go half in.

Um, and I want, you know, I want that full package with her, but I, I've been very careful so far.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I mean, there's shame at my level of maturity and, and, you know, discipline at that age that I,

We made a great decision.