Antoinette Lattouf

And she is.

And I just, I'm so happy for you to make, that you've made it through this, but I don't want anyone listening as well.

I think it's very easy for women in media or people in media.

in general, for no one to see the behind the scenes.

Because if you show too much about what you're going through.

Yes.

how is my pain that's already existing going to be weaponised and exaggerated to take out of context or be seen as, oh, she wants sympathy or attention.

But simultaneously then what's happening is there's kind of a dehumanisation or a caricature of you as this strong fighting woman and I'm going to fight, which you are.

You're also a person.

That is, as you were saying, having to drink to be able to go to sleep.

Yes.

And being in fear of your life and the safety of your family, that has a real, real impact.

So I'm so, so glad you wrote this specific book.

Early in the chat, just one more question.

Early in the chat you said that you have changed and you said maybe not for the better.

Except for the paranoia, I think, you know, the mental health things are pretty evident.

But how have you as a person changed?

It doesn't have to be good.

It's going to take time.

Well, everyone, go and get the book, Women Who Win.