Apostate Prophet

which I questioned for a long time.

And I also did find that Christianity provides an excellent system to have proper meaning and purpose and hope in life.

I've always admired it.

I always thought that Jesus is a fantastic character.

I just couldn't believe that he is actually God or anything like that.

I came around to be convinced that there is good evidence that Christianity is true.

And I already did respect Christianity and Jesus so much and also always found that Christianity has a perfect solution to all my problems.

In fact, when I was an atheist, I thought I wish Christianity was true so I could dedicate myself to it and believe in it and follow it.

When then later on I came to the conclusion that it very likely is true and it is also good and there would be no problem with me believing in it even if it is

Even if I somehow concluded that it is not true, I did dedicate myself to it.

And since then, life has been just much better.

I no longer go through all the anxieties anymore.

in life on my own.

I no longer have to think that I'm alone and tackling and handling everything.

I pray and I think and I believe and I feel that I receive an answer to my prayers and to my devotion and my dedication.

I always acknowledged one thing that is mentioned in the New Testament, which is that I can do nothing of my own.

I've always tried so long to fix certain problems in my life and I never managed to do it, although I always thought that I could achieve it in the end.

But I can do nothing of my own.

I can put my hope in God and pray to Him and ask for help, rely on Him and continue in life.

And it makes me feel easier and better and I have less stress and less anxiety in life.