Ari Matti
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And as a child, he would come home and he would be in the car and just sit there in his car.
And I would see him sit there.
And as a child, you're like, oh, he's just taking a moment maybe.
You don't understand that this guy's barely keeping it together.
Because he's about to go down a rabbit hole.
And he's fighting the rabbit hole every day.
He's just like, I don't want to.
Small vodka bottles all the time.
And his hands, you know, when the sobriety starts coming.
Ooh, it's a sketchy disease.
But as a child, you're like, oh my God, I never want to do that.
No, it was like the first drink is always happy because your addiction is giving you all green lights.
When you have an addiction, the first hit of that substance, all your body's saying is, it's all green lights, baby.