Ari Matti

I'm like, I don't know, man.

I think if it wasn't for my parents, I'd probably kill myself.

And he was like, I think your parents would understand.

Yeah.

I mean, they love you, but ultimately they want what's best for their son.

I had that one married friend who has like a family, so he thinks his problems are worse than everyone else's, you know?

We were out late and he says, I have to go home.

I've been up since 8 a.m.

I'm like, I had to wake up at 7 a.m.

And he goes, yeah, but you don't have a wife and three kids at home.

I'm like, oh yeah, no, you're right.

Every morning when I wake up tired and depressed, I think to myself, well, at least I'm alone.

Oh man, I had that nightmare again where I had a loving family.

Hey, thank you very much.

So I started in upstate New York in Binghamton, and then I moved to Orlando, and I did it in Orlando for about four years.

So I moved to Orlando for rehab.

I was... Pain pills?

It was, like, everything.

It was a lot of... I was addicted to Xanax.

Benzos for sure.