Ari

I didn't want to this, this, that.

None of it was true.

So I texted my mom and I'm like, hey, like, this is why I don't want to have a relationship with you.

This is why I can't do this.

instantly starts going in on me, telling me I'm a low life, telling me I'm not going to amount to anything, telling me she's washed her hands with me and she's no longer my mother.

And if she can walk this life without a mother, because like I said, she's not speaking to her mom, then I'm just fine by doing it.

And I'm just fine by being that.

And for me, I was mad.

And like I said, we were low blowing and I'm like, you've always hated me for liking girls, but you're in love with a man who beats you.

Your father is a horrible man, all this and this.

And like I said, she just chalked it up to, I'm talking from a place of anger and she will pray for me.

And since then,

I saw her one time before I moved down to North Carolina and she acted like I was a complete stranger.

Hasn't asked about how I am, hasn't asked about my whereabouts, my life, my anything.

And for me, it hurt.

And I feel like a part of it still hurts.

But it's like, I'm... One, I'm with somebody I'm completely fulfilled by.

And two, her mom asking about my day, something so little, is like, okay, if you can do it, she just doesn't want to do it.

Has nothing to do with me.

Has nothing to do with...